Phoenix
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Sam flinched when he asked if something had happened with the Slasher. She looked down at the ground, squeezing her eyes shut when he asked if he had tried to eat her. She was going to have to tell him. There wasn’t any way around it. He was directly asking her about it, and how he had come to that conclusion, she wasn’t sure, but he was asking about it. Her cheeks turned bright red and her eyebrows tilted up and knit together over sad eyes.
“Something happened,” She started in a soft voice, one that echoed how upsetting she found this. “He-he didn’t try to eat me. He wants to, I think. He wants to bad. But that’s not what happened last night.”
She let go of the hand on her cheek and drew both hands into fists, resting them on his chest. She shook, just a little, as she reflected on the night before and felt the strings on her heart constrict it painfully. God, even after the connection she had just had with Ozzy, she still felt it when she thought of Cryptid. Fuck. Fuck.
Sam kept her eyes down as she tried a few times to start talking again. “He– I– What happened was–”
This was so hard. She knew if she ever had to tell him it would be hard, but this made her so uncomfortable as she felt her heart pull that she had to stop and reground herself on his pulse. One beat, two beats, three beats, four. Finally, she decided she just had to say it.
“He talked about wanting to eat me, I felt something toward him. A connection, like– like– God, like the one with you. The same fire, the desire, the same need. And I don’t know how he pierced it together, but he did. We were fighting, I got him pinned to a wall to try to talk to him because I believe everyone can be given second chances, and he– well, he–.”
She stopped again and leaned her head forward onto his chest before blurting out, “He kissed me! He kissed me like he meant it, and I kissed him back, and I feel disgusting and horrified and I’m so sorry.”
This really wasn’t the time or the place to be having this conversation, not amidst all the blood and torn clothes. But this was where they were having it, and even though it was a crime scene, and they were out in the open where anyone could come find them, the moment was just as private as if they had had it down at the riverside in the park.
“I don’t know why I feel this way about him, and I am so so sorry that I let it happen. Fuck, he just presented me the opportunity and I fucking took it, and I just– I just– Fuck!”
“Something happened,” She started in a soft voice, one that echoed how upsetting she found this. “He-he didn’t try to eat me. He wants to, I think. He wants to bad. But that’s not what happened last night.”
She let go of the hand on her cheek and drew both hands into fists, resting them on his chest. She shook, just a little, as she reflected on the night before and felt the strings on her heart constrict it painfully. God, even after the connection she had just had with Ozzy, she still felt it when she thought of Cryptid. Fuck. Fuck.
Sam kept her eyes down as she tried a few times to start talking again. “He– I– What happened was–”
This was so hard. She knew if she ever had to tell him it would be hard, but this made her so uncomfortable as she felt her heart pull that she had to stop and reground herself on his pulse. One beat, two beats, three beats, four. Finally, she decided she just had to say it.
“He talked about wanting to eat me, I felt something toward him. A connection, like– like– God, like the one with you. The same fire, the desire, the same need. And I don’t know how he pierced it together, but he did. We were fighting, I got him pinned to a wall to try to talk to him because I believe everyone can be given second chances, and he– well, he–.”
She stopped again and leaned her head forward onto his chest before blurting out, “He kissed me! He kissed me like he meant it, and I kissed him back, and I feel disgusting and horrified and I’m so sorry.”
This really wasn’t the time or the place to be having this conversation, not amidst all the blood and torn clothes. But this was where they were having it, and even though it was a crime scene, and they were out in the open where anyone could come find them, the moment was just as private as if they had had it down at the riverside in the park.
“I don’t know why I feel this way about him, and I am so so sorry that I let it happen. Fuck, he just presented me the opportunity and I fucking took it, and I just– I just– Fuck!”