Today, things were going to change. Laine was not very good with change.
There had been a lot of changes, lately. There was an absence that hadn't been there before, from a presence that hadn't been there before that. She hadn't been dealing with that change very well, and then the Breach had happened, and that had been entirely too much change. Laine's paperwork said that she had not handled that well at all, but Laine didn't know if she agreed with that. Circumstantially speaking, she thought she had done about as well as she could within the parameters of possible outcomes. Some of the possible outcomes had been distinctly untidy.
She hadn't been a problem, or at least, she hadn't been a problem that required attention. There had been many anomalies that had Breached and required a great deal of attention to get them back where they were supposed to be. Laine had been quiet during all this. She had been very quiet. Unresponsive, the files said, which Laine found acceptable. There had been too much change for her to deal with. It had been better just to sit quietly and wait until things settled down.
After about six months of that, some of the interns had figured out that she would fill in their paperwork if they left it near her. Laine liked paperwork. It was a list of things that were supposed to be done in order, and it felt meaningful to do them. She had still been quiet for a while, but she'd done paperwork. It had been a little change, a small change - something she could handle, and work towards other changes. Laine was considered stable now, which seemed to mean she would talk to people again. Laine still preferred not to, as she was not very good with people.
But it got easier.
The Foundation was still very busy. There weren't enough people, which was one of the changes that had happened during the Breach, and one of the reasons Laine had been able to be just quiet for a long time: Even if someone had wanted to do something about that, there weren't people to be spared. That was why today was going to be a change - because starting today, Laine was going to be one of those people. Anomalies were allowed to work in the Foundation, as long as they were stable.
The Foundation needed people to make sure another Breach like that didn't happen again, which aligned with Laine's own interests as well. It was best for all of them, this change. This did not make it easy, it only made it right. Laine was going into Security, which had generally been met with "Are you sure?" Laine did not think she had a record of being particularly uncertain, and thought this question was not the one that they really wanted to ask. The question they really wanted to ask was "Are you sure you don't want to go into research, after all your work with-?"
But they wouldn't finish that question, and it was probably not a good idea to do it, so they just asked if she was sure. Laine was, in fact, quite certain about her answer.
She was just not certain about the change.
There had been a lot of changes, lately. There was an absence that hadn't been there before, from a presence that hadn't been there before that. She hadn't been dealing with that change very well, and then the Breach had happened, and that had been entirely too much change. Laine's paperwork said that she had not handled that well at all, but Laine didn't know if she agreed with that. Circumstantially speaking, she thought she had done about as well as she could within the parameters of possible outcomes. Some of the possible outcomes had been distinctly untidy.
She hadn't been a problem, or at least, she hadn't been a problem that required attention. There had been many anomalies that had Breached and required a great deal of attention to get them back where they were supposed to be. Laine had been quiet during all this. She had been very quiet. Unresponsive, the files said, which Laine found acceptable. There had been too much change for her to deal with. It had been better just to sit quietly and wait until things settled down.
After about six months of that, some of the interns had figured out that she would fill in their paperwork if they left it near her. Laine liked paperwork. It was a list of things that were supposed to be done in order, and it felt meaningful to do them. She had still been quiet for a while, but she'd done paperwork. It had been a little change, a small change - something she could handle, and work towards other changes. Laine was considered stable now, which seemed to mean she would talk to people again. Laine still preferred not to, as she was not very good with people.
But it got easier.
The Foundation was still very busy. There weren't enough people, which was one of the changes that had happened during the Breach, and one of the reasons Laine had been able to be just quiet for a long time: Even if someone had wanted to do something about that, there weren't people to be spared. That was why today was going to be a change - because starting today, Laine was going to be one of those people. Anomalies were allowed to work in the Foundation, as long as they were stable.
The Foundation needed people to make sure another Breach like that didn't happen again, which aligned with Laine's own interests as well. It was best for all of them, this change. This did not make it easy, it only made it right. Laine was going into Security, which had generally been met with "Are you sure?" Laine did not think she had a record of being particularly uncertain, and thought this question was not the one that they really wanted to ask. The question they really wanted to ask was "Are you sure you don't want to go into research, after all your work with-?"
But they wouldn't finish that question, and it was probably not a good idea to do it, so they just asked if she was sure. Laine was, in fact, quite certain about her answer.
She was just not certain about the change.
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