Delfi
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THE PROLOGUE
I need an outlet to rant about the Tortured Poet’s Department bc I’m obsessed, and maybe after putting my words to paper I can think of something else.
Because this album dropped after the end of a six year relationship, everyone naturally assumed it would be a break up album examining the bad aspects about her relationship with Joe Alwyn. After writing 5 albuns with him as a muse but always blaming herself for every single turbulation it makes sense, but here is the explanation to why Matty Healy IS the primary muse of the TTPD even though there are some tracks that explore Joe's faults as well.
Starting with the prologue. She starts out by calling a hearing to examine her case of temporary insanity after a case of restricted humanity, that could either be a reference to her being physically restricted for being in a private relationship, where they both decided to shield themselves from the outside world starting with her cancelation era and going all the way through a pandemic, or restricted because Joe was closed off and didn’t let her “drill into the safe” (So long, London). The caged beast (herself) lived in denial that the relationship was failing for a good portion of those six years, after proclaiming to the entire world she wanted it to be the Endgame (Reputation) and that she'd marry him with paper rings (Lover), a marriage that never happened despite her wishes. AFTER ending it all with a conversation, a crash from the skylight burst through, so she was “out of the slammer” and into a tidal wave, that is the beginning of the two years in which she worked on this album.
“In summation, it was not a love affair!” I screamed while bringing my fists to my coffee ringed desk. It was a mutual manic phase. (Prologue to the TTPD)
Taylor claims it’s the worst men she writes best, and that includes the smallest man who ever lived. That man isn’t Joe Alwyn, a person she still seems to respect despite losing him to his own immaturity, depression and inactivity.
And so I enter into evidence (Prologue of the TTPD)