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Connor never did like going into the city.
He stuck to back country roads as he made his way from Montana to Pennsylvania, often going off road much to the complaint of his under-maintained Range Rover. He couldn't go on highways or populated roads, the noise and the cars were bad enough but he also hadn’t obeyed traffic laws in over a decade. He didn’t feel like giving highway patrol a bad day.
He felt restless and irritable being cooped up in the car fro this long, but there was nothing for it. He couldn’t carry all his possessions at once and walking, fast as he was, wasn’t pragmatic.
Mac and Brian lay in the backseat, both claiming a window respectfully to stick their heads out and get some fresh air.
They were in the last stretch, crossing the bounding fields of Ohio, but the irritability and boredom was catching up. Connor needed to get out, to run, to hunt, to feed. He checked the paper maps he kept in the glove department, there was a pretty decent stretch of woods between where he was and the Ohio river.
He turned the car roughly in that direction and pumped the gas pedal. The engine complained but did its job and he sped in a very much illegal manner all the way.
He made good time, it was still early in the evening. Late enough that most people would have left should they had been on the trail. Connor stepped out of the car and breathed the free air, it wasn’t truly the wild, the smell of people and towns were still close by. Something he couldn’t properly escape in this side of the country. Mac and Brian were already anxious, yapping and whining until Connor opened the back door for them.
“Away!” they needed to encouragement they launched out and bound into the woods; they would find their own meals of rabbits and squirrels. Connor would need something more substantial. He reached into the backseat and retrieved his sword, pulling it slightly out to check the edge. It was the closest thing he had to a friend besides Mac and Brian. He couldn’t remember a time without it, or a time he had anything else in his life. No, just him, his dogs, and his sword; his weapon, his claw…
”Mo Bhrón” he mumbled to himself. ”My fury”
Connor strapped the sword to his back and bound into the woods, he felt his bones and flesh shift, his lungs expand, he bent down and all fours and ran through the wilderness. He found high ground, and breathed in deeply through his nose. Oak, buckeye, hickory… droppings, prey droppings, nearby, they smelt of the grass they ate. Connor stalked down the other side of the hill, his nose to the ground, following the scent.
For these moments he embraced the animal, that primal part of him. He had known, for a very long time, that resisting it was futile. He would only grow angry and irritable should he forgo his needs; dangerous even, it was never good when a large predator went hungry.
He found the droppings, a few of them, a small herd. Whitetails. Delicious. He sat back on his haunches, closed his eyes and listened. The land was alive, every part of it, breathing and singing in a great chorus of life. It was connected, singular in its presence, even Connor was a part of it. The great spirit, holy and mysterious, present in all things, conscious in His will.
Echoing across this boundless sea of life came to Connor’s ear the soft steps of hooves, the light whine of a buck making a call. He was close, and all else faded away now to a dull roar, as he focused solely on his quarry. Keeping low to the ground he followed the sound.
There it was, a buck, long beautiful antlers, gently grazing in a small clearing; illuminated in the last vestiges of sunset. Orange growing across its fur. Loud and aggressive, it wanted to pounce right there and then and tear the prey apart. But now is when he steadies himself. The savage was for those who deserved it, those who knew better, those men in the woods with the little girl; they deserved it. This buck, what was about to happen, this was just the law of the wild. So Connor carefully pulled his sword free, and remembered words of an old friend.
”You carry the spirit of a wild dog with you, Ituya-Sunka, wild, fierce, savage at times” Chaoa had said. ”This gives you great power, but you must have great restraint, you are not truly the dog, for you shall not tear and kill painfully and savagely. You shall fell your prey cleanly, with the honour that a man should carry himself with, and you shall use every part of it, and be thankful for its sacrifice”
Connor leveled his blade, its edge parallel with the ground, the tip pointed towards the buck's neck. It raised its head, looking towards where Connor crouched, some unknown sense of danger alerting it, but it was too late. Connor launched forward quickly and with precision, and buried his sword to the hilt right through the buck's neck. The nerves and vertebrae severed. and it shuttered, dead before it knew it; it fell over, Connor's sword buried in it still. He knelt by its side, both his hands still on the hilt of his sword, like a knight taking an oath, and he remembered the words of another.
"Be thankful for everything you are given, offer it to the Lord, your skill and your cleverness brought you far, but all is as God wills it."
Connor's hand brushed the wooden rosary that hung from his neck and he whispered to himself.
"By the grace of God may I always honor,
thank and adore the Lord God who created the animals
and saw that each species was good.
Let me love the God who made humans
in His own image and likeness
and set them over the whole world,
to have dominion over the fish of the sea,
and over the birds of the air,
and over the cattle, and over all the earth,
and over every creeping thing
that creeps upon the earth"
He took his time butchering the buck, taking as much meat as possible, he only really did this for convenience sake as well in case he had extra. But hungry and on edge from the long drive as he was Connor set upon consuming the flesh of the buck. His mouth unhinged and his canines tore the raw flesh from bones, they ripped sinew and fat, his jaw snapped through bones and he sucked the marrow. The blood stained his beard, hands, and face, he felt the power and strength that had once been in the buck seep into him, his muscles bulged, his strength returned, energy renewed. All that was left after he was done was the antlers, some offal, and the hide.
Using his Bowie knife Connor fashioned the hide into a makeshift bag so he could carry the leftovers easily. He carried them away to where he knew a small rover ran through these woods. It was getting dark now but Connor could see perfectly, he found the river and set all his things on the bank and began to strip. It wouldn't do to go into the city smelling of flesh, blood, and years alone in the woods. He submerged himself in the cold rover water and washed the tangles from his hair and beard, scrubbing the many layers of dirt and blood from himself. He could still smell it but the average human wouldn't. Though for good measure he foraged some ginseng and rosemary, mixing these with river water he pulverized them in his hand and rubbed it through his abundant body hair.
Once dry he returned to his car where Mac and Brian were waiting for him, muzzles bloody, they didn't refuse the offal though and ate that up. Connor changed clothing, his least-worn pair of jeans, a red plaid shirt, a large hooded coat, and boots that went up to his knees. He wrapped his sword in old blankets to hide it for now and concealed his Bowie knife and revolver inside his coat.
It was very late, or perhaps early, when he drove into Pittsburgh proper. Late enough that the clubs were closed but the late bars still weren't for your nighttime alcoholics. He didn't really know the area, but according to the paper maps he had he was somewhere in the Elliot-Westside area. In truth, his only lead was this city, his only intention was to sniff around to see if there was anything to it. Anyone who thought they could traffic through his forest would be hunted until they were all gone, but it was entirely possible it was a one off thing.
Connor spotted a bar still open, Huntsman Scott's, he definitely saw the irony.
He pulled into the parking lot outside, for all his dislike of the city, he was in want of a whiskey or two. When he opened his door he was assaulted by the smells and sounds of civilization, noise, cars, distant yelling, a gunshot or two. He smells shriveled his nose, shit, piss, decay. It was a whirlwind of sensations, one that made Connor falter and grasp his head. It was too much, too much, too much.
He eventually got a hold of himself, taking deep calming breaths, he even retrieved the buck fur and used it as a filter of sorts to refill his nose with the smell of the wild. It would take some adjustment to this place, whiskey would help. He let Mac and Brian out, and let them wander about the local area, they would stay out of trouble. He locked his car and headed inside the bar.