It had been a long night, and yet Mari knew there was still more to do.
Once they had exited the macabre scene that the warehouse had become during her temporary death, she had guided Spork the short distance to where she’d parked the car. Fortunately there were very few people out this late in this part of Pittsburgh, so she didn’t have to deal with any odd looks.
She kept talking, softly, about everything and nothing as she and Spork meandered to the vehicle, and continued once she opened the passenger side door and urged them inside. It was only once Spork was comfortably nestled in the seat that she stopped, punctuating with a “I’ll be right back, just going to grab the first-aid kit from the trunk” that Mari’s chatter stopped.
She clicked open the trunk, letting it swing up and ducking her head inside. The first-aid kit was just to the left, lodged firmly against the side of the trunk. Mari may have taken a few moments more than was strictly necessary to retrieve it, trying to push down the worry and guilt that festered and bubbled within her chest. They were fine, they were going to be fine. She just had to break it down into simple tasks.
Step 1: Make them comfortable. Mari snatched a couple bottles of water, some cloths, and the first-aid kit from the trunk. She tried to shut it as gently as possible, still wincing at the impact it had to make in order to properly close it.
“It’s a bit quiet.” Mari was sure to speak just after the trunk was closed, talking as she walked back around to their side. “Let’s fix that, shall we?” Mari fished out the key fob and hit the ignition button, the car rumbling to life under Spork. Mari’s phone automatically connected, and she quickly slid it out and put on Spork’s ‘Bricks That Hit Me’ playlist before putting her phone away.
Step 2: Clean their arms. Mari cracked open the seal on the first water bottle, wetting a cloth and setting the bottle down. She wrung out the excess water, shuddering slightly as the sound of wet impact on pavement reminded her of foot on wet flesh.
“I’m gonna clean up your arms. This is water.” She glanced up to Spork’s face to see if they had any reaction, any protest, any joke about it being vodka or vinegar. The only response she received was blankness, a thousand-yard-stare that saw everything and nothing, that stared into the void and received only immense exhaustion in return.
Mari bit her tongue, letting silence settle between the two of them as the music faded into the background. She dabbed at Spork’s right arm, pulling up guts and grime and far, far too much crimson for her liking. She just shook her head, rinsed the cloth with some water, and went back to dabbing. Once the right arm was complete, she did the left, all the while her mind cycled through all the scenarios that could’ve led to the massacre she’d woken up to. None were good, and nearly all of them set her stomach curdling.
Step 3: Disinfect. Satisfied that she’d gotten as much gore off Spork’s arms as possible, she grabbed a fresh cloth and a bottle of clear liquid from the first-aid kit, pouring the latter onto the former.
“This is going to sting.” She muttered, before pressing it gently against their wounds. Mari watched their reaction, and a small flutter of hope beat against her ribcage as she saw them wince, ever so slightly. It fell to the floor as she continued administering the disinfectant, the blank mask sliding smoothly into place once more. She felt something crack inside her, but she pushed it down. They were going to be okay. Everything was going to be okay.
Step 4: Get home. The drive was a blur of city streets and traffic lights. Despite herself, Mari still took the long way home, doing her best to ensure that, if they had somehow managed to pick up a tail at the warehouse, they wouldn’t be able to find the apartment. The drive was too quiet, even with the rumble of tires and Spork’s music. Mari hesitated more than once, about to break the ice between them, to try and make some malformed joke that she knew Spork couldn’t resist calling her out on.
She didn’t, for fear of what would happen to her if they didn’t.
Step 5: Get clean. It wasn’t hard to get Spork into the apartment, her hand slipping comfortably into theirs. It wasn’t as superheated as before, but its warmth still felt more sickly than comforting. She didn’t bother flicking on the lights once they entered, as Spork didn’t need them. She ushered them gently into the bathroom, turning that light on so she could see what she was doing.
“Wait just a moment, Spork.” She’d started talking again, if only to break the agonizing emptiness that was left in the blond’s absence. Mari never realized how much space Spork took up verbally, and it now felt like she was missing a few fingers on her right hand; not absent, but not quite whole. She dropped the plug into the bath, cranking on the hot water and adding just a bit of cold to temper it. She dumped some of Spork’s usual bubble bath into the tub, unable to keep a sigh from escaping as the warm, citrusy scent filled the air.
“Alright. I’m gonna get you out of those clothes, and we’re gonna take a bath. I think we need it after today.” Mari slowly helped them undress, removing their jacket and gently putting it aside. Their other gauntlet had been left on the floor of the car, and Mari made sure to avoid touching their wounds as much as possible as she lifted one arm, slid it through the sleeve of their undershirt, and let it back down.
Their pants were next, and she ached for some joke about her drunken attempt at seduction, about her being forward, about anything. She would have gladly taken an eyebrow waggle and an exclamation of interest instead of the silence that took up the space between them.
Once Mari had gotten Spork out of their viscera-covered clothing, she quickly shed her own before taking their hand once more. She squeezed it and pulled, urging them to follow her. She stepped into the now-full tub, murmuring a quick “Step up.” as they reached the tub’s edge. Once they were both in the tub she sat, gently tugging them down with her.
Water spilled over the sides, but Mari didn’t care. She sank into it, pulling Spork down against her, their back against her chest, wrapping her arms lightly around them. She didn’t know what to say. She didn’t know what she could say. Even the words ‘I’m sorry’ caught in her throat as she realized she didn’t know what she was apologizing for, what she’d done that had led to this.
So she said nothing, and just held them against her in the hot water, hoping it was enough to at least bring some semblance of her friend back.
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