Hard Nox 2
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ANNASIEL
It was a while, before anyone else returned. The day grew later, the air chillier this close to the coast. Emer sat expectantly, not sure what she should be expecting, not certain if she was expecting anything at all. Then - a figure. Coming from the direction of the town down to the cliffs, making his way up the gangplank onto the deck proper.
He didn't leave, then.
Emer sat upright, hands settling on her knees, but the man seemed to move past her. She thought to call out for a moment - but had he not seen her, or just wilfully ignored her? The thought made her hesitate, and by the time she rose to move after him, he was already pushing through her clinic door.
She stopped in the doorway, watching him set down the bags. When he turned to leave - she was there.
"Emryk -"
She paused. So much time with her thoughts, and she still wasn't sure what to say. Best to let the words flow through, wind in the trees.
"Emryk, I am truly sorry. I hadn't - the conversation - I -"
Her hands wrung the antler bracelet. She closed her eyes, drawing in a deep breath.
"I have had - painful things happen in my past. And I know, that's little excuse for any outburst, but between the festival, the crowd - the - feelings I'm unused to - I felt muddled. Strange. Like teetering on a cliff's edge, seconds away from falling. Family is - a delicate subject, for me, and the circumstances of our conversation only left that memory worse."
She averted her eyes, ears drooping slightly.
"Truthfully, Emryk, I felt lost. I am no stranger to vulnerability, and I advocate for trust, but in that moment, I was afraid. Bared open to someone that - someone that I only just met, yet -" her head lowered. "I owe you openness, I owe you respect, and above all, I owe you kindness, for the kindness you have shown to me."
She looked up now, her eyes meeting his fully now. Even in the dim light, he'd be able to tell they were damp.
"I do not know what - what this was. If it was a burgeoning friendship, or something more. I may be a wisewoman, but in that regard, I am quite the fool." She choked out a laugh. "I only wish that - no, beg that - what happened tonight does not harm that. I enjoyed your company, your conversation, your humor and wit. I enjoyed spending the day with you, and I would - like to do it more, in whatever form that may take."
She paused expectantly, elbows drawn tight to her sides, obviously nervous - even as she tried to seem calm.
It was a while, before anyone else returned. The day grew later, the air chillier this close to the coast. Emer sat expectantly, not sure what she should be expecting, not certain if she was expecting anything at all. Then - a figure. Coming from the direction of the town down to the cliffs, making his way up the gangplank onto the deck proper.
He didn't leave, then.
Emer sat upright, hands settling on her knees, but the man seemed to move past her. She thought to call out for a moment - but had he not seen her, or just wilfully ignored her? The thought made her hesitate, and by the time she rose to move after him, he was already pushing through her clinic door.
She stopped in the doorway, watching him set down the bags. When he turned to leave - she was there.
"Emryk -"
She paused. So much time with her thoughts, and she still wasn't sure what to say. Best to let the words flow through, wind in the trees.
"Emryk, I am truly sorry. I hadn't - the conversation - I -"
Her hands wrung the antler bracelet. She closed her eyes, drawing in a deep breath.
"I have had - painful things happen in my past. And I know, that's little excuse for any outburst, but between the festival, the crowd - the - feelings I'm unused to - I felt muddled. Strange. Like teetering on a cliff's edge, seconds away from falling. Family is - a delicate subject, for me, and the circumstances of our conversation only left that memory worse."
She averted her eyes, ears drooping slightly.
"Truthfully, Emryk, I felt lost. I am no stranger to vulnerability, and I advocate for trust, but in that moment, I was afraid. Bared open to someone that - someone that I only just met, yet -" her head lowered. "I owe you openness, I owe you respect, and above all, I owe you kindness, for the kindness you have shown to me."
She looked up now, her eyes meeting his fully now. Even in the dim light, he'd be able to tell they were damp.
"I do not know what - what this was. If it was a burgeoning friendship, or something more. I may be a wisewoman, but in that regard, I am quite the fool." She choked out a laugh. "I only wish that - no, beg that - what happened tonight does not harm that. I enjoyed your company, your conversation, your humor and wit. I enjoyed spending the day with you, and I would - like to do it more, in whatever form that may take."
She paused expectantly, elbows drawn tight to her sides, obviously nervous - even as she tried to seem calm.