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The Goddess did not react, or at least, She appeared not to react as the one She knew as Duet came and put her arms around The Goddess's shoulders. Duet was humming something, or something in Duet was humming something. This one was wrong, nothing like she described in her memories. There were many and there were one and they were dangerous.

The fact that The Goddess's power was restricted, that She could not snap Her fingers and possess the answers, only made the rage worse. But the straw that broke the camel's back, the dividing factor that led to The Goddess's reaction, was Duet's suggestion. Standing, The Goddess allowed Duet's arms to slide off as She stepped away and turned Her back on the team. There was rage, oh there was rage, and it boiled over so much that her emotions could not be contained. The others would feel it, if they wished, but only for a moment.

Then it was gone, and the Goddess laughed a wicked laugh. Looking back at Duet with a twist of her head, She responded, "The baby? Are you to reference-" Then, with a thunder that evoked the terrible knowledge of maddening truth, "She-Who-BELONGS-TO-ME?"

It was a feeling, an image, and a truth undeniable, that the Goddess projected out for those who wished to receive it. The feeling of Enki's servitude, the image of her,


'-a Child who might be a Goddess, as skin formed and reformed in the softness of youth, in the warm brown of summers spent beneath a Southern sky, of hair like HERS but not black but gold, the warm gold of last autumn’s harvest, and thick as that same straw. And eyes that opened, blue eyes– no! Only one the cool blue of that same sky in winter; the other the warm pale green of life in spring.'
And the terrible truth,

That the child the Locusts sought, their lost baby, had accepted the Goddess's 'gift'. That poor lost part, separated so long ago, belong to the Goddess now, and the Goddess was never going to let her go.

And The Goddess laughed again, that wicked laugh.
 
The Goddess stood, and Agent Weber stepped off behind her, as if she'd meant to do exactly that the whole time. Nic had worried she might hang on. Cait would have. Hell, he might have, if only for the novelty of having someone bigger than him who could probably support his weight. But Agent Weber let go, with a distinctly weird slowness, trailing her fingers through the Goddess' dark hair down the curve of Her spine, then, when the Goddess was facing her, giving Her a distinctively amused wink.

Nic looked on in horror, then looked over at Joshua, who had come up to examine the big guy leaking miasma all over the place. "Is our Class-E hitting on a deity? Please tell me our Class-E is not hitting on a deity."

Joshua patted Nic's shoulder in a fatherly sort of way, despite there only being about a decade between them. "You don't want the answer to that question."

"I was afraid of that. But I mean... would she? She wouldn't, would she?" The Look Joshua was giving him was extremely worrying. Nic decided that maybe now was a great time to stop asking questions. Even listening to the Goddess was preferable to continuing that train of thought, really, even with the sudden spike of boiling hot rage that spilled over the field. The dome would contain it. Probably. For now, at least, until Agent Weber pissed her off even more.

"You need to get laid."

-like that. Retaliation was, of course, swift - or perhaps the Goddess had planned it all along, the glimpse of a little kid, one who should have been running around L-9 with her sister. One who was, instead, stuck with someone because of a contract she'd made before she was old enough to know what a contract was.

Kind of like Nimsy that way, really, although Nic didn't say that part out loud. There was the whole it's different when we do it, we're the ACF thing, but it wasn't, really. You got used to it. They did what they could with Nimsy, because she was cute, but if she wanted to destroy the world or something, there would be lost privileges.

"So... this is about to go badly, isn't it?" Because they all knew that Agent Weber had feelings about the lost one, and if Agent Weber was letting herself have feelings instead of letting her other self have feelings, things were going to get scary. People outside of L-9 always worried about the demon. Nic had worried about the demon at first, too. Then, like the rest of them, he'd come to the realization that the demon wasn't the scary one. The worst it would do was kill and maim and murder.

"Oh, yes," Joshua said, the voice of resigned experience. "This is about to go very badly."

"We about to do a deicide?"

"At this point, I think that may be the better of our options."

Together, they watched whatever was about to unfold, and after a quiet moment, Agent Weber punctuated the silence in a voice that had gone beyond all rage and into the calm place on the other side - the graveness of the still: "She'll never love you."

Somehow, she'd mastered the Eldritch pronouns Nic had been wondering about, because she was very obviously Eurydice, the bound child - and she was just as obviously Ira, who loved and loved and loved and sometimes hated - and she was a little bit Cait, who'd chosen Ira when she could have chosen the Goddess just as easily, and she could have been anyone, everyone, all of these things together, anyone who might have ever given their love and worship to this Goddess.

Because She didn't deserve it.
 
There was a moment of silence after Duet finished speaking, a single moment of absolute nothingness originating from within the Goddess that could've rivaled the void of space itself. However, like space, the nothingness was not empty. Duet could not know what she had invoked in her words, there was so much Duet did not know and could not know.

She could not know that the Goddess standing before her was nothing more than a shard of something so much greater, a pathetic third of a whole who had spent more time separated in the past week than in eons. How could Duet have known that this shard held memories of a time when there was someone who loved Her unconditionally, of a time when She was, to be crude, 'getting laid.' Truly, there was no way Duet could have known of the vast emptiness and sadness in this shard, this shard that did not seek love or affection from anyone outside of HERselves.

So it was that when Duet told Her those words, 'She'll never love you.' That the Goddess knew exactly what Duet meant. The Goddess felt the intense sting of those words like a knife through the gut. Even if it was NOT true, it COULD be true. The child Enki had bound herself to the Goddess, but had it truly been willing? Did she truly love the Goddess? And the little she, Her better half, had abandoned Her for the first time since their existence culminated into three forms.

And the presence of another that She had felt the other night. The feeling that Her better half had given her love to someone else, to someone NOT THE GODDESS, was confirmed right then in those Eldritch pronouns. Perhaps those words Duet spoke were not true, it was very likely they were not true.

But they COULD be true.

And the Goddess couldn't refute it.

Because She didn't know what it meant to deserve love.

Duet could not have known what her words would do to the Goddess, but Duet surely knew the reaction they would invoke nonetheless. So the Goddess acted in the only manner She knew. She acted with violence. To compare Her movements with that of the Husks from before, She was a hare among tortoises. The clap of thunder from the breaking of the sound barrier as the Goddess threw a blow in the direction of Duet's head would be heard only after the blow would have landed.
 
Take the shot.


It was, of course, insanity. The Goddess knew where he was, but so did everyone else here. There was a difference, though, between knowing and remembering, and sometimes if you stayed still, stayed silent... people forgot you were there. Even gods forgot such things, on occasion, especially if there was something else there to distract them. No, the insanity wasn't shooting the Goddess - you didn't get placed at a level one location if you weren't ready for just about everything.


The insanity was that his sight was, and always had been, pointed directly at Agent Weber.

"You have to lead your shots more."


It was 2015, Brian was an intern, and so - technically - was the woman next to him on the firing range. She was older, which he didn't have issues with, and she was maintenance-track, which he did. Maintenance security didn't feel like real agent work, at least not to him. It was more like a glorified custodian position - mostly paperwork. The rumors said she was a lawyer, though, so he supposed that made sense.


It was possible that part of his problem with the concept came from the fact that people kept suggesting he apply to the maintenance track. Brian was getting pretty tired of being asked why someone like him wanted to be on a surface team. He liked computers, he liked fiddling with code - but he didn't want that to be everything he did. Besides, he'd gotten in to the Foundation in the first place by finding out about all the weird things that were out there, and now that he was here, he wanted to go find weird things and not just see them from behind a screen.


Not that he wanted to get particularly up close and personal, of course, hence the sniper rifle training.


"I am leading my shots. I'm just not always sure how quick the targets are going to be."


"Well. You won't be, because they're anomalous and all. Some of them will move faster than you can shoot, or faster than you can think. You have to shoot where they're going to be."


"That's what leading your shots is. I am aware."


She just laughed. "Nah. The trick is that you have to know where they're going to be."


"Which is not possible unless you, yourself are anomalous." He'd heard rumors about her and that, too, although he was aware that those weren't exactly just rumors, though half of them conflicted with the other half, so some were obviously incorrect. He considered asking, but this did not seem like the time.


"Wrong. You just shoot at whatever they're about to attack, which will be whatever is pissing them off the most."


Brian considered this. It was one of those things that sounded good on paper, until you considered it from a practical standpoint. "Wouldn't what's irritating them most almost certainly be my fellow agents?"


"Got it in one."


"I am not shooting at my fellow agents."


"Obviously not. There's your problem."


"That's not a problem! I don't want to kill someone on my team."


"Is that what you think would happen? Look - you're talking about someone who is up there, fighting something that can move faster than either of you can blink. So, either you shoot at them and they have already gotten the [expletive] out of the way, or they haven't and the anomaly has already killed them."


"That just seems... twisted." Wrong. It wasn't necessarily wrong, but it felt wrong, or felt like it should be wrong.


"Of course it is. I'm a lawyer." She didn't mention the... other thing, Brian noticed. The other rumor. Now was still not the time. He was still thinking things over, trying to figure out if he was actually crazy enough to shoot someone on his team and just assume they'd get out of the way.


It had turned out he was, in fact, crazy enough to pull the trigger. It wasn't really insanity, as it turned out. It was trust. Cait would probably have told him they were the same thing, and she wouldn't necessarily have been wrong, either - but when it came down to it, it was about trusting that your teammate was going to do their job and you were going to do yours, and knowing each other well enough to know what they wanted you to do and when they wanted you to do it without taking up precious seconds talking about it.


That was why, immediately after Agent Weber's ridiculous offer, there were two cracks of sound, simultaneous - one from the movement of the Goddess Herself, and one from the rifle in his hands, targeted directly where Agent Weber would have been, if she hadn't already been moving, because she'd known the attack was coming. She'd provoked it, deliberately, so that it would fall where and when she wanted it to, so that they could react to it before it happened.


It was, really, at least a little bit insane, but they were the Hocus Locusts. They reported directly to Councilman Strings. If they hadn't been at least a little bit insane, it never would have worked at all.


He didn't think that shooting the Goddess was going to do much to Her, no matter how effective his shots had been against Her creature in the building. It would make Her take a moment to think about things, though, which would buy a little time for Agent Weber to follow up - and, more importantly, it would buy time for Cait.


She'd tucked her leg underneath her, still on the table. It had been a junk pile once and then it had been a portal and now it was a round table, because it went around and around and around and around. And Cait was sitting on it, kneeling on it, drawing on it with chalk smeared with blood. This time it was her own - she'd thought about using the blood that she'd picked up in L-14, but she didn't want to give the Goddess more of an in on this than she already had.


Agent Weber was doing her scary thing, getting the Goddess away from the table so that Cait could work without interruption. Magic took time, and while Cait had a couple spells to fiddle about with time, she didn't like doing it when there were deities around, because that was a good way to get yourself stuck in an afterlife for a thousand years. There were all sorts of stories about that sort of thing. Same with fairies, really, but the Locusts had always gotten along well with the Fae. Strings hated them, but Agent Weber thought they were funny, and it seemed to be mutual. At some point it would end up in a disaster, but that was also very standard for the Locusts.


They were good at what they did, though, and what they were doing right now was getting Cait the time that she needed to get her spell up and running. They wouldn't have any idea what it was going to do, but then again, neither did Cait. That didn't bother her - magic was supposed to be flexible. You got an idea of what you wanted it to do, and then you let it come out the way it wanted to. Trying to force it just made it not work right, or not work at all.


The Goddess had Her own song, which Cait could hear in the back of her mind. It wasn't like Ira's songs, though, which was interesting to note. There was probably some significance to that, but there was usually significance to everything, especially with deities. It wasn't the song Cait wanted, though, so she let her mind wander into another song, standing up slowly and coming in with the opening verse, soft and lilting, shaping it into the spell itself.


"In my darkest hours I could not foresee
That the tide could turn so fast to this degree
Can't believe my eyes
How can you be so blind?
Is the heart of stone, no empathy inside?"



The table writhed beneath her, metal reaching up in stalagmites - which were the ones that went up from the ground and not down from the top, thank you very much. Cait knew the difference. There was a fair bit of material to work with, so she spun it into something that was almost a cage, letting it form itself around her, a wireframe mech that held her suspended within its hollow chest. She made it take a step back, crystals twinkling at all the intersection points as they spawned in from Cait-space, whatever that was. Light shone from the crystals, forming into lines along the wireframe, tracing across the letters that Gail had etched into the steel before it had become a table, once again returned to visibility, before coming together in a point and launching itself in a single orb directly at the raging Goddess.
 
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It was not necessarily true that the Goddess missed, but it was necessarily true that the Goddess did not land her first strike. Her fist flew through the air precisely where Duet had been standing milliseconds beforehand, but the target had already begun to move before the Goddess had even swung for that space. A blast of heat would radiate from the Goddess after the crack of thunder, the very air itself reacting with the speed at which She moved.


Looking at Her arm, the Goddess would see where a strange object had impacted and glanced off. It tore a chunk of flesh and smelled like strange magics. Things similar-to-but-not tendons and muscles writhed in the air like a thousand angry worms from the Goddess's arm. Latching themselves back together, it could be seen from Her exposed flesh that Her insides were simply not correct. Twisted runes of light jutted through where bones should be and, while Her skin did not heal, Her inside bits grew and flails and latched themselves back together.


Strange magic. There was a time when She knew magic. Magic used to be something that lived and thrived and made the world filled with wonder. But magic was something She did not make, magic was something He crafted. So She hated it. The Goddess hated the sight of magic, the smell of magic, and the Herself damned memories that magic welled up within Her. Memories of Him. Memories She wished She could forget.


Memories that served to distract Her.


She would cast aside the distraction and move toward the object of Her rage. The one known as Duet. It moved far too quickly, so She would seek to break its legs. Increasing Her speed even further, She snapped Her leg so fast in a kick at Duet's own that Her skin seared off from the heat generated by the movement. The Goddess aimed not one, not two, but four quick strikes at Duet. Two kicks at her legs and two thrusting blows aimed at her chest.


The Goddess's human skin evaporated like summer's dew in the heat of the morning, turning her current form into something a little more recognizable as eldritch. Writhing tendrils of flesh held themselves together with conscious effort as bones of runic light etched power from the dark dimension into the body of its god. Her eyes, black within black, reflected the absolute rage against these inferior beings who dared stand in Her way. She would destroy them, then, She would destroy their Foundation.


With every twitch of the Goddess's body, The Eyes Unblinking seemed to become weaker and weaker. The great bishop of Her church could only watch in terror as pieces of his cubic flesh sloughed off, decaying and wasting away to rot while he still lived. His bioluminescent blood poured from his veins like bloody sweat from the brow of a man stressed to the point of death. His voice, his great maw, cried out in agony and supplication of her to deliver him from this trial. He would not last much longer.


But his restriction of Her strength, however little he felt it might be, was costing the Goddess more and more than She thought. So as She turned toward Cait, the orb of light and power blasted from the steel mecha and into the chest of the Goddess. It was so much more effective than She could have predicted, so much more effective than it should have been, and it tore a hole straight through Her being.


A circular rune of light held Her being together where the Goddess's ribcage should have been. In that moment, with tendrils of flesh writhing, reaching, and failing to attach themselves back together, the Goddess paused. She was enraged. It was more than the pain, more than the failure of Her body, and more than the provocation that led to Her taking a blow of this magnitude. Her rage stemmed from the source of this power that now tore Her asunder.


Strange magic.
 
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There was blood everywhere.


This was, in fact, ideal. Blood was important. It was one of the primary humors, one of the first components of life. Modern science didn't track with the humors so much any more, but Dr. Seimar had always been fascinated with how things had once been - rather than dismissing previous medical practices as things that didn't work, he'd delved deeper, and found out why they had - or, at least, why they had under the right circumstances.


He'd had Nic start using that earth elemental of his to dig up the ground - not tunneling so much as digging a channel. Nic didn't need further instruction - they'd done this one before, though not on quite this scale. They wouldn't have been an L-9 team if every single one of them couldn't make a pentagram when needed, and this was the time it was needed. This time, it was huge, centered around The Eyes Unblinking, because of all the things around here, it was currently providing the most blood and pain and everything else that one sacrificed to a demon when they wanted something from it.


In the case of the Locusts, it was, specifically, Gail's demon. She'd written the ritual years ago - a ritual being, as she'd told Joshua, just a contract with a bit more moving around (he was not certain he agreed with that) - and at this point it was set, familiar, something that he could pull off any time it was necessary - which was quite often. It was their answer to the question of if she's going to be up there in close quarters with anomalies and otherworldly entities and the occasional angry god, how do we keep her alive through that? Between Joshua and the Foundation and the demon's own vested interest, they could usually patch her up afterwards, but keeping her going long enough was a question all of its own.


The answer was a bit of blood sacrifice. Quite simple, really - at least, for someone from L-9. Too many of the other locations tended to shy away from such things, but the occult had always had a home at L-9. The ritual invoked the Name of the demon, turning all the blood being spilled onto the field into a sacrifice in its honor, with the specific restriction of using that power to repair the damage that Agent Weber was doing to herself while spilling it.


It was also one of the first effects that the team had worked out entirely together, in their earliest moments. He'd handled the medical side of things, Agent Weber had drawn up all the details, but Cait had been the one to figure out the incantation side of things, and Agent Connor had been surprisingly good at getting the idea of what they wanted it to do, even if he had kept referring to the whole ritual as a "lifesteal hack" - which wouldn't have been bad if he hadn't gotten Cait doing it as well.


And Agent Emery had handled the demonology, of course.


Dr. Seimar gave the pentagram one more looking-over, pouring a vial of Agent Weber's blood into an old bronze-and-glass syringe and dripping it slowly into the channel that was already filling with ooze from The Eyes Unblinking. The blood turned into a tiny phosphorescent rivulet, slowly tainting the entire sigil.


"Hang in there, big guy." That was Nic, offering a quiet encouragement to the bleeding entity towering over them. He could be surprisingly softhearted at times, though in this particular case, the longer The Eyes Unblinking stayed alive, the more blood and flesh they'd have for the ritual.


Capitalizing on such advantages was just good practice.




The Goddess lashed out, again and again. Unlike the first time, She was now expecting Gail to get out of the way, so while the first strike was avoided, the second cracked the armor and took a chunk of flesh out of her thigh, the sickening crack behind it the shearing of what should have been one of the strongest bones in the body. Purple-red cords wrapped themselves around the bone, visible through the gap as they braced the break, letting her step back onto it without collapsing - it didn't feel great, but she was used to that.


She was very used to that. It enabled her to move through the pain, to get out of the way of those chest strikes enough that her sternum wasn't entirely caved in. A few ribs shattered - splinters held in traction by more of those cords as they were pulled back to where they should have been, hidden underneath the armor plate that held just enough. Blood filled the gaps - all the gaps, in her chest, in her thigh - not crimson, but reddish-pink, glowing as it settled in, seaming over what should have been there, forming a replicant of the flesh that should have been.


The Goddess was dealing with the hole in Her own divine form, looking back at Cait, at the source of the magic that had caused it. Cait was stepping back, either preparing another shot or preparing something else entirely or contemplating whether or not a wireframe mech could do a dance routine - one never knew, with Cait. Whatever it was she was doing, though, Cait always needed time to prepare, which was why the Goddess couldn't be allowed to target her right away.


"Hey." Soft. Like flesh. Battered flesh, bruised and half-destroyed - there was pain in the word, but the pain was a caress over all of it, something more gentle than anything else, even as agonizing as it was. "You and me. We're not done yet."


It was all a matter of timing - tactics was about contingency plans, and several were in play already. Gail just needed to make sure that they could happen, no matter what that meant.


That was what the Foundation asked of its Agents, after all, and if she was going to lead them, she was going to do it from the very front. She shifted her weight, sliding into a fighting stance once more, the injured leg back as if she was favoring it - which was why it would, perhaps, be unexpected that she brought it up in a snap-kick of her own, trusting the demon's bindings to hold the break together, ready to see if the Goddess' knees broke any better than those of Her followers.
 
Something was wrong.


Throughout this whole interaction, the Goddess had allowed many emotions to surface and guide Her. There was joy -of course,- self-righteousness, and above all, rage. Confusion, nostalgia, and uncertainty had slipped in a few times, but these were distractions that the Goddess removed as needed. But no matter what, there was still one emotion that did not surface. One emotion that could not even be fathomed, until Duet told Her,
"You and me. We're not done yet."


The Goddess, with Her body barely reforming and closing its wounds, turned and felt that emotion that She should not have been capable of. The Goddess felt fear. Fear was a powerful and necessary emotion, one that She and SHE and she instilled in all of their creations. It furthered a desire for life, a desire for survival both social and physical, and it discouraged their children from engaging in unnecessary dangers.


But She should not feel fear. She should not ever feel fear! She stood there, frozen, as Gail's attack snapped toward Her knees. It was like kicking a solid beam of steel, until it suddenly wasn't, and the Goddess's knees blew out in chunks of strange stones and bleeding flesh. Instead of Her body, broken as it was, responding to Her desires to chase and annihilate the bitch that flung that orb at Her, the Goddess found Herself tumbling back toward the bone-covered hole She had emerged from.


Laying on Her side, confusion and terror written in bold across Her face, She set a hand upon the bone cap and whispered something.


And The Eyes vomited blood. His maw became a stream of all that was within him, all that could be left poured unending in pain and bile from what little life he had left. His form crumpled to the ground, but he was not dead, not yet. No matter how hard the Goddess pushed on the walls, he would not not relent. The Goddess screamed, "DIE!" and flung her hand in Cait's direction.


In an instant, a shard of bone the size of a lance flew from the cap below the Goddess. It was faster than anything the Goddess had done before, a use of power that drew from wells untapped for millennia. It was more than 'taking the fight seriously,' this had become desperate attacks based in deep wells of terror. Terror not OF an eldritch being, but FROM one.


Simultaneously, the Husks previously left alive by Gail were upon Cait from behind. Their bodies moved without their permission, their arms guided by the rage and terror of their Goddess. They had no choice, though that didn't matter. Their attacks moved faster than sound, some of them so fast that their skin burned from their bodies as they were flung through the air.


The Goddess would kill Cait, or at least try to, even if it cost Her everything.





-----Site L-14-----



"Time for bed Ira."

"It is early."


"It's not that early, cmon, this is important. You can fall asleep instantly, right?"

"Almost so."

"That's good! Just lay down, close your eyes, and count to ten. That'll give me time to get out of the way, ok?"


"Ok."

"Thank you, sleep well. Have good dreams."

"Mmhmm..."

"Ten. Nine. Eight. Seven. Six. Five. Ffffour. Thhhree. T-two-"
 

It was kind of regrettable that the Goddess hadn't just gone with the try giving her a hug option, because Cait had thought that was a great idea. Of course, Cait usually thought all her ideas were great, and then everyone else looked at her funny. She was used to it. Even from gods. Maybe especially from gods.

Agent Weber was keeping Her busy, at least, which was probably good for both of them. It was also good for Cait, which was especially relevant, since most of the burden of this whole thing was on her. That was fine, though. Cait had been setting this one up for weeks. Sure, she hadn't exactly known what she was setting up at the time, but hey, that was where the magic came in. You picked up the building blocks along the way and then when you needed them, you put something together and hoped that you had the right bits for what you wanted it to do, or at least something close enough that you could fake it convincingly.

Cait kind of felt sorry for the Goddess, though. She'd come here all worked up already, but probably expecting things were going to go her way, and then she'd gotten the Locusts, and when they were around, the only way things ever went was the wrong one. They were good at that. It was a talent. Kind of.

Things were getting gross up front, which didn't really bother Cait very much. Occultism was something that you got into up to your eyeballs, and in many cases, someone else's. Bits falling off was pretty standard practice, the real question was usually just whether she could collect some of them for later, especially since Agent Weber still wouldn't let her borrow the Annihilation Spear. Cait might have lamented that a little more in her head, except the Goddess apparently also felt the same way, because she moved very quickly and, quite suddenly, there was a similar spear launched in Cait's direction.

The crystals at the interstices of the wireframe flared, light shaping between the wires, bright and shiny and solid. 'Light can't be solid, Cait, that defies physics' blah blah blah, all that as usual. Defiance was Cait's natural state of being - physics didn't have a chance. Neither did the spear, which made a horrible thunking-shattering sound and then dropped to the ground smoking - though the mech wasn’t doing so great after that, either, and there were all sorts of things coming up behind her. Husks, the ones Agent Weber had gone off to murder and apparently decided not to murder, so it was just going to be party time, then, wasn't it? Great!

Cait decided that it was time to do the most sensible thing possible, and screamed.

It wasn't a human scream. It shouldn't have been possible for a human, but Cait didn't really care about that, either. She had always been good at imitating sounds, and that was exactly what this was - an imitation. A precise, exact copy of the sound that the Goddess had made moments ago, when She'd come into this world and tried to shatter the barrier.

She hadn't managed to kill The Eyes Unblinking, but Cait just might. Necessary sacrifices and all - blood for the blood ward, or however it went, enough to bring down the miasma barrier, which would undoubtedly threaten the existence the whole world.

Cait giggled, as the creatures below set to dismantling her wireframe, dropping out from the smoking remnant of the mech among them and picking up the twisted spear as her only defense against them, coming in quick. She was, quite certainly, in mortal danger.

That was why she was smiling. That, and because it was finally the right time for the summon she’d spent the last few weeks working on, even if it hadn’t been meant to be a summon until just earlier today, when they’d found out they were going in and had a few words with L-14 about setting up their end of it.

Her eyes met those of the Goddess, each one of them in their own way unfathomable. Cait gripped the spear, surrounded, and whispered with unrepentant joy: "Time's up, buttercup!"
 
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Time seemed to slow as the Goddess, writhing with rage, pulled bone from the cap beneath Her to bolster Her quickly decaying body. If She were whole, She might’ve admired the strength and tenacity of the Locusts. But She was not whole, and this piece could feel nothing but rage at the failure of Her strikes.

Cait screamed at that moment, the same sound the Goddess had made earlier. It was a strange feeling, listening to the sounds She thought no one else could make be imitated perfectly back at Her. Of course, it would have the desired effect, even if Cait didn’t know what the sound had meant. The Eyes Unblinking would make a noise then, the same horrid noise it had made earlier before the fight began. It sounded almost like laughter, and yet nothing like laughter.

Then, he died.

The Goddess did not heal, but She did stand up then. Looking at Cait as she picked up the fallen spear, the Goddess sneered. “You have failed. Useless, pathetic curs, I will give you one more chance to-” And the Goddess stopped as Her gaze met Cait’s gaze. Her unfathomable eyes watched as Cait’s, reflected with that unrepentant joy, stared right back as if the Goddess was not an eldritch being. The Goddess watched in first confusion, then horror, as Cait whispered and She heard-

”One.”

It was instantaneous. One moment the Goddess stood, poised to strike as Husks tore at the mech to reach Cait. The next, a small child was standing at the Goddess’s side. The Goddess’s eyes flicked down to look at her and, at first, relief washed across Her face. The relief did not last as the Goddess, frozen in fear, watched Ira's eyes go not to Her, but to Cait. The Husks shriveled before Ira's gaze, curling up and dying of their own volition rather than suffer under that withering look for even a second more.

Then, she lifted her hands and clapped once.

It was faster than a blink, it was a transition unlike anything that the human form could experience, yet it would be experienced nonetheless. The world would seem to fade away, but the mere fading itself was the afterimage of light fading from eyes not made to see in true darkness. The Locusts would find themselves, all of them, standing together on an endless beach of soft bone shards in total silence. Not even the waters of the nearby sea dared move.

Their positions from each other would not have changed, and the Goddess Herself was still at a similar distance as before. As if in preparation for the arrival of the Locusts, the sky was already awash in a sea of red miasma, bathing the beach and its occupiers in bloody colors. For a tense second, the Goddess said nothing as She looked down at Ira. Finally, She opened Her mouth to speak, “Ilah I-”

“YOU DO NOT SAY MY NAME!”

It was louder than words, heard and felt simultaneously. It shook the Sphere beneath and reverberated so intense an unadulterated rage that, for the moment, the very movement of blood within anything living would cease in reverence. That would hurt, of course. No body was designed for its blood to be held in cessation for any amount of time, but for the heart to even beat at a time like this would be the height of disrespect. Ira would allow no one to die though. The Locusts would stand, living, as witnesses.

The Goddess looked hurt, but opened Her mouth to speak again, “I-” She began before silencing Herself. Blood was permitted to move once more as Ira turned toward the Goddess and affixed Her with a cold stare. Words were powerful and Ira had difficulty controlling herself here. If it were not for Ira still forbidding death in her presence, Ira's voice alone would have killed everything that heard it now.

From the Locusts to the denizens to the Sphere and even the Goddess Herself, death would have spread like an unstoppable tidal wave. So it was forbidden. But pain was encouraged. Every word she spoke would be like a knife to the gut, a shard of ice to the heart, and the heat of a slap in the face. Every word echoed with emotions too strong to express properly and too heavy to bear even a single iota more of time unspoken.

“Y-you are not, my better half. To- to the DEPTHS, of h-heart. My HEART, I HATE you. I take it. F-from you, I take everything. Here, you stay. S-suffer. Suffer until- until- I not know. Until my heart- my heart- m-my- AAaaaahhh! MY HEART- HURT- NO MORE.”

A sadness as deep and as strong as watching a beloved partner die in one’s arms spread itself out from Ira. It was a feeling nearly impossible to resist, and to feel it would be to experience a person’s worst possible loss as fresh as the day it first happened. It was a sadness of disappointment, a sadness of loss, and a sadness of helplessness. Emotions translated into the core language of this world felt so strong that the Sphere itself copied and amplified them back.

The Goddess, Her body still broken and holding itself together, fell to Her knees. It was not a kind sound She made at that moment, a stifled, agonized cry, nor a dignified position she took, arms at Her side and face down in the dirt. But, it was all She could do. It would be obvious to the Locusts that, without power to heal, She had begun to die. The blows the Locusts had delivered upon Her, even the striking of the bullet upon Her arm, were devastating to Her now.

Silently, Ira sat in the sand. Facing the sea and away from all others, she cried. A silent, bitter cry.
 



Five.

They had ended up in a world of pain. Usually, that sort of statement was a metaphor, but hey, sometimes a literal interpretation was great. Fantastic. All going swimmingly, right? The godbait had arrived and that was supposed to be the end of it, but now they were here, wherever here was - Nic absolutely knew where here was, he just didn't want to think it - and every word that was spoken cut through flesh like a knife. Fortunately, that statement was a metaphor, though he had the very distinct feeling that it didn't have to be.


His part of things was pretty much done; at this point it was just a matter of sticking with the team and trying not to do anything to piss off any deities, then head home and get a shower and watch a movie or something. With ice cream. This was absolutely an ice cream required sort of day. Unfortunately, it wasn't over yet. They were in the - no, he'd decided he wasn't going to go there - there, and it felt like they were being watched.


They usually were - they were Hocus Locusts, after all. Someone was almost always watching them, if only to see what ridiculous thing Cait was going to do next. That was... valid. Maybe whoever was watching them felt the same way. They'd met Cait before, hadn't they?


Nic inventoried, because that was what you did when you ended up in a weird place. Summons felt... functional, but muddy. Like dragging something big through a current, going the wrong way. He could probably do it, but it'd be harder than usual. He didn't know why, but he left that to the tactical-minded people.


Five grenades, a decent bit of C4. He could blow up a whole building, if they ever found one. His eyes took in the area, the world, lit by the dim reddish light.


He should have brought more grenades.






Four.


Mission complete. The world would go back to the way it should be, with no more portals to wherever gods came from, at least for a little while. ACF would handle the cleanup, as they always did. There were teams for that, ones who specialized in rounding people up and making sure that the stories were all straight and no one remembered anything that they shouldn't. Brian had worked with a team like that, for a little while, before the Locusts. Usually he made sure to wipe all the computer records on their way out, to make it a little easier on the cleanup team.


Today, that would not be happening. He doubted he could get a connection in here, and even if he could, it probably wouldn't ping back to their home world. Generally speaking, computer systems did not work across alternate dimensions or realities. There were a couple that did, anomalies themselves, but for the most part that solution was out.


Someone else would handle it. The Locusts might have completed their initial mission, but that didn't mean they were out of things yet. The reddish fleshscape unfolded before them like something out of a video game - it reminded him a bit of that one area of Grime, he supposed. Feaster's Lair - the one with all the teeth.


He wasn't alone. It wasn't just the team - the strange creature he'd picked up was still with him, perched on his shoulder. Brian wondered what it thought of all this, or if it had even developed the intelligence to think about it at all. Perhaps it was like coming home. It had survived the transition, in any case, which was the favorable outcome. Words were being spoken around them, fierce enough to stymie the flow of blood. In a moment, they were over. He reached up and patted the creature, wondering if it had gone through the same thing and if it needed to be reassured, or if he was just pretending it did in order to focus on something else.


He needed to focus on the area at hand. They were being watched, certainly, because that was how these things went. The watchers would likely be nearby - he could see a few shapes that they could be hiding behind, but there would be others, elsewhere. The sky was red, and empty of life. Likely, they were below. He'd have to be careful, in case they came up like antlions. Brian gave the creature a nudge to a more secure position on his shoulder, determining that putting it down might be akin to offering it up as bait.


The Locusts weren't necessarily above such things, but he wasn't going to engage with that right now. He watched the perimeter for signs of danger, checking that his rifle was loaded, and took a few cautious steps to where he could keep an eye on Cait.


She was probably just at home here as 1003, and that worried him.






Three.

It was another lovely day at the beach.


The sky was red, the waves were crashing against the crushed-sandy shore. The little crab critters were hiding, probably under the sand. Cait didn't blame them. They were in the presence of gods, after all, and they were just little guys. There were other watchers out a bit more, seeing how this was all going to go - Cait wondered who they were, or what they were. She hadn't met nearly as many of the types of things here as she'd have liked to, last time. There were ACF records of all sorts of creatures, and she wanted to see them all. Something ELSE was watching, too, not up close - far away, distant and dangerous. Probably fun, if Cait ever had a chance to meet IT.


The sky was light, light enough that she didn't need her Secondary Sight, but she knew it was there if she needed it. A gift from a little god, undoubtedly with strings attached. There always were, but Cait had chosen to take this one. Now was the time to wait, though, and so she waited and listened to the conversation between her and Her, the Name that was started and the scream that denied it. Cait would remember it. She wouldn't be the only one.


She wasn't going to say it, though, not right here or now. Her blood was frozen for a moment and then it wasn't, which was a very weird sensation. She was going to have to see if she could come up with a spell for that, too, although it was probably horrible for people. Not that Cait didn't have plenty of other spells that were horrible for people, but they weren't really the ones she got out just for funsies.


Cait knelt down and drew a finger into the sand, investigating. The line became another, a sigil, but there was no real magic in it, not here. Magic wouldn't work here unless Ira wanted it to, and she was obviously thinking about other things right now. The heaving breaths, the raw emotion felt as much as it was heard - Cait had left herself open to feel every minute of it, and when the separated gods drew apart, there were tear tracks on her cheeks from where the second pair of Eyes would have been crying.


She rose, slowly, and walked over to the little goddess sitting in the sand, crying herself. Cait sat down beside her, putting an arm around her shoulders, drawing her in close. Try giving her a hug. It was still good advice, she thought, even if the Goddess wasn't willing. Cait was, though, and maybe that was its own sort of magic - the only sort she had access to right now.


"Ira." A name, but not that Name. The godbait would know she'd heard it, would know she was choosing not to use it. It wouldn't have been nice - something overheard, not something given. Not now, not yet. Certainly not before the magic was here to make it work the way it should have.


"I'm sorry."






Two.

This was going to be a day for difficult decisions. The Goddess and the Godbait were fighting, one was dying. Joshua could have gotten quite a powerful ritual off of the death of a god - it probably would have fixed Gail up in seconds, even fixed them all up. The divine high was hard to ride out, though - they'd done it before, but it wasn't for the faint of heart. It was unlikely that the ritual would work here, though, which was an issue, because this was usually the point in time where he liked to shepherd his team back to ACF's locations and start getting them patched up properly. There were things better accomplished with a full medical suite, after all, and not just with the sort of first aid kit he carried with him. It was a good first aid kit, to be fair, but usually it was meant to be temporary - enough to get people's bits tied on enough that he could get them back to a proper facility.


Today wasn't going to be like that, though. They were in the Dark Dimension, a place of flesh and blood and gods, and he rather wondered if it could be injured or stitched up. Did it hurt, when its bones were broken? How did you tell? On a scale of one to ten, how much pain was this world in? What about the Goddess? Did she suffer as mortals did, or was there a separate scale of suffering only known to gods?


These were all fascinating questions, and unfortunately, Joshua had the feeling that he was going to get very few answers. He also had the feeling that they were being watched, but couldn't really pinpoint it. That wasn't really his job anyway - someone else would handle the watchers, and he would patch things up as best he could, with whatever he had available at the time, and hope things didn't get worse before they got Worse.


He had concerns about Agent Weber. She should have probably been in a hospital. That was the lesser concern, though. The greater concern was that she was here. Joshua had grown up on a farm, after all. A wounded creature was dangerous, and nothing was more dangerous than a mother protecting her young. Gail had feelings about the little lost Eldritch thing. She'd be looking. Fighting. It was entirely possible she'd die, for rage and hate and little things that had been lost to her.


Just like the Goddess.






Thirteen.

Six and six, bound and bound again, one more. From the depths, in burning fire, burning souls, together, they were. A cacophony of indications: elation, fear, hope, pride. Most, the same, a combination of these things. From the one, only waiting. Most of them thought something had happened. This one thought something was about to happen.


One of it reached an appendage down, pulling a weapon, gun from its side, turning and turning and turning in the widening gyre towards another one of it, smaller, different, at a desk and not on one of the six and six points of origin. That was the one more, the waiting. It was part of them and they felt:


Protect those bound from harm.


The contract drew tight, and it fired the weapon from the self that held it, but that self did not know the contract so well as the other, because the Words were there and so it moved itself, the one, to the side. Quickly, before it/they killed it/self. There were words spoken from some of it, shouted, but they were not Words. It understood, though - they must kill the one more. They could not kill the one more, the one more was part of them and the others did not understand. The one more understood - it did no harm. When they raised an athame to stab it, the one more indicated a kick - not at them, only at the blade. It lent strength, sending the weapon skittering.


Another of them came, determined. There were twelve of them and one more. Certainly it/they could defeat it/self with enough tries. Attrition, sooner or later they would win, sooner or later it/self would tire. Did they not know they broke the contract? The one more knew, but it/self did not act on the shattered contract, only defended it/self. Cautious, waiting. It/self was not certain. They fought, strange weapons, strange appendages, strange noises, words that were not Words. Eventually, from elsewhere, more noises. Had it been an eternity? Time was strange here. Perhaps not.


There were others. Strangers, in strange carapaces. Not a part of it/them. Those, too, carried strange weapons, strange and unfamiliar and familiar. More words, from those, that they understood, but they merely turned their fight to the newcomers. They were not fighters, not truly, and the contract was broken, broken, protect those bound from harm, broken. All but the one. They were six and six and one more, thirteen,

Twelve. Eleven, ten, nine. It was very fast, before some of it/them realized what was happening. A stranger weapon fired towards the one more, which moved it/self out of the way, still bound, protect from harm. The others fought, and it/they fought too, venting it/their need for blood upon the newcomers - but it/self must be protected, the bound one, and sometimes when it/they might have killed, it/self was in danger, and the contract had priorities. It/self did not attack the newcomers, only stood back, behind the desk, appendages aloft. Curious.


Eight, seven, six. The six gone and the six broken, five and one now. Their actions were changing, do not fight, cower, fear - but it/self whispered rage: how dare they - it/they should fight, these were only strangers, fight those others. It/self pushed for more action, joy - the broken contract, it/they could influence it/them, and it/they craved violence. It/they would fight until it/they stopped, bloodshed, no more. Five, four, three, two-





One.

She opened her eyes to the red haze. Everything hurt. Some parts hurt more than others. They were here, then, the dark dimension. Sand beneath them, creatures watching from the distance, from the sand below. They knew where the creatures were. From afar, ANOTHER, perhaps something like one of them or perhaps something like the other. IT didn't approach, waiting like they all were. Her people were here, she knew. She had a sense of them more than anything else.


Them, the AFAR, the near, the below, the gods on the shore, and the other, distant, watchful. That one, she knew. The one she could have named. She smiled, very slightly, an expression that was as much the joy of the hunter having found her quarry as anything else - but that would have to wait, for a time when she wasn't-


-falling apart.


The shouting crescendoed, and there was a moment when she felt like her blood wanted to freeze, but her other self was there, as always, pushing through - no harm. Blood flowed - out as much as through but it flowed nonetheless. The petulant child went off to cry, and the Goddess lay down to die in the sand beneath the watchful eyes of everyone else.


It was Her that Gail stumbled towards - not many steps, but not easily taken. She lowered herself to the already stained sands, something between a crouch and a collapse. She leaned back, just far enough away to keep their blood from commingling, just in case, and stared up at the crimson sky. A smile appeared, just as real as the last one, just as eager for the next part.


"Good fight. It ends with You." The Goddess would know what Gail meant by that - the binding, on the lost one. It was not a question. It was a statement, one that said if it is not already so and You do not see to it that it is made so with Your last breath, then I will see to it that it is made so, and You will like that a lot less.


Maybe she'd have said more - maybe she'd have even said that, but every breath hurt, and she knew she needed to stop, wait, rest, heal.


It just wasn't going to happen.
 
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The Goddess did not respond, at least not immediately. What Gail said rang true whether the Goddess wanted it or not. It was over. Everything was over. As the Goddess inhaled one more time, she exhaled not words- but feelings. It felt like.

'When next our steps meet, -you- will contract -Me-'

Then, the Goddess died. For now, Her story was over.

But her story had just begun.



Ira inhaled deeply as Cait touched her, tensing and seizing in a way she was deeply unused to. The emotions, so deep and so raw that mere seconds ago they threatened to kill by feeling alone, suddenly disappeared. It was not a gradual retraction, no, it was an instantaneous motion. As if a deep and terrifying clarity had settled upon the space between Ira and the wretched humans around her.


It did not last.


Ira exhaled, horrifying and pain-wracked were the sounds heard from the deepest parts of her little throat. She muttered feelings of denial in the form of a constant repetition of the word 'no.' The emotions flooded back like a freezing ocean wave, painful and repelling. Then an inhale, sharper, faster, and the instant yanking of those emotions yet again. The removal this time would be painful to those who could feel it.


Exhale, faster, rougher, with a guttural, angry growl of a sob ripping its way out with it. The emotions returned, so much stronger that it didn't matter anymore what hexes or protections were on the armors of the Locusts. They would feel the pain, feel the demand that they leave her alone, feel the pain so deeply and powerfully that it would've torn hearts asunder were the law prohibiting death not still in effect.


Inhale- Perhaps if Ira could just calm down, just talk it out she would be able to- Exhale, pain beyond belief, pain barely within understanding. The physical pain of a lost limb and the emotional pain of a shattered heart. Inhale- a moment, she needed to control, she needed to regulate, she didn't want to hurt- Exhale! A knife through the gut! A shattered femur! The deaths of everyone you know! Inhale! It was too much, she had to hold it in, hold it in-


EXHALE! Screaming pain! Eyes burned out of sockets! Hearts torn out still beating! Needles on every inch of skin and- Inhale, emotions gone, held in tightly, don't let them out. A squeaking sob now, the catching and holding of the breath so that one did not scream and EXHALE the emotions returned-! Faster and stronger and get away and- INHALE! Ripped away until nothing and no time to anticipate- EXHALE! Intense pain! Ira's still holding herself but INHALE and moment's reprieve and EXHALE AND INHALE AND EXHALE INHALE EXHALE INHALE EX-


The watchful denizens appeared like ghosts, their presences were surely noticed but their forms had not been glimpsed until this moment. At least a dozen of them dashed like mad, screaming and crying from the suffering of their little goddess, but their intentions were not with her. With every inhale of Ira, the denizens attempted to force their intentions through the emotional network. It was strained, nearly impossible to feel, but they tried nonetheless.


They wanted to save the Locusts.


While they were not built for the overworld, they were thankfully well adapted to the flesh of the Sphere under whose skin they lived. Their forms would have been as tall as a human should they have stood, but they moved on all fours like animals. Although their forms were bulky, their skin was covered in a thick layer of fur. Their back feet were like shovels with knife-sharp nails protruding from the bottom, and their front arms and hands were long and dextrous.


Their faces though were like that of grazing animals, eyes on the side of their heads and faces soft but flat. They turned to properly see the Locusts and, if allowed, would gently scoop them up upon their backs and run with the speed of cheetahs away from the little goddess. They cried and screamed from the pain, barely able to even keep this up, as they ran into the impenetrable darkness. Cait would see the target of their fleeing fairly quickly, the single structure upon the barren sandy landscape, a spiraling tower of bone.


As they neared the tower, the pain would suddenly stop once more. An inhale so intense and powerful that the very air around them would feel denied entry into the Locusts and denizens lungs. At this, the denizens increased their speed and entered the tower. Within the tower were many tubes leading deep into the Sphere below, but time to choose and time to admire these tubes would not be provided as the denizens leaped into the nearest ones and carried the Locusts far, far below-


Right as the final exhale rippled across the landscape. Ira's emotions, so tightly wound and tightly held together, finally broke. Like a great and powerful dam bursting from pressure beyond what it could take, the wave of pain and emotion flooded the surface of the Sphere. The sound could be heard from anywhere in the dark dimension. It was the loud, agonizing, and one hundred percent real cry of a child in emotional distress. The cry of a child who had lost her mother. The sobbing of a child inconsolable. The uncontrolled reaction of a mere baby who, having tried their hardest, failed to hold themselves together. Ira, broken down.


The law was flipped, and all who lived upon and within the Sphere-That-Hates would know it. Neither the surface of the Sphere, nor anything on it, would survive. Death was required. The Sphere-That-Hates changed, slowly at first, then all at once. The denizens would feel it, and so would Cait if she wished. No longer did it reflect hatred of the Goddess, an intense and powerful emotion that required regular soothing. Rather, it reflected the new truth written upon its surface.


Hatred is dead. Long live Sadness.
 

Cait was crying. She couldn't really help it, even if she was trying not to. Someone had to be strong, right? For the little girl in her arms who wasn't really a little girl - but she was still a little girl on the outside, and that mattered a lot. So, Cait held her, and she cried, because how could she not cry? She was gone - the one who was supposed to love her and hold her and care for her and be all the things she needed Her to be, She was gone, and there was death in the place without dying.


So, Cait cried, but she kept it quiet, because it wasn't really her place to need comfort right now. Right now, she had a tiny deity to hold, and the world was going to-


-breathe-


She could feel it, every ache - so alone, how could she be so alone among so many others? But none of them were like her, none of them wanted her, she was different and strange and alone and-


-just breathe-


But every breath hurt, and the air crashed into knot-tied lungs like waves battering the beach, pain drawing tighter and tighter, and-


-you have to keep breathing-


-there were arms around her or something around her, strange and unfamiliar, and she should have liked it because it was novel, but it was pulling her away from the tiny goddess - DON'T LEAVE HER ALONE -


"-No-" Because she tried to hold on, to something, anything - but if she stayed she would be gone forever and there would be no coming back, and so she had to leave, had to go, for just a little while, please, please, only a little while, promise - you have to promise - I'm so sorry, I can't-


-breathe-


And so she let go and let the tears blind her for a little while, and the world turned under them and Cait felt it shake and shudder as the city folded them into its arms, and her people were there, with her, her team, her friends. Brian was there, and his arms were around her, and there was a little something in her lap and she folded herself around it and turned her face from the world and cried, because she was so - so -


"Don't leave me alone."


"Shhh, I've got you. You have to block it out, Cait. Block it out."


"Can't - she needs me, she needs-"


"You have needs, too, Cait. Caitlynn. Cait, please."


"It hurts-" The sadness, so much sadness that it became something physical, real, something heavy and knotted up, like a rope net that tangled everything up and kept it all inside.


"I know. It's okay. Just breathe."


Inhale. Exhale. Slow. Soft. Let it go, you have to let it go. You can't help others if you're drowning. Sometimes, you have to let go a little bit, and pull yourself out, and then go back - I will go back, I promise, I promise. I will go back.


One breath, another. Steadier. She scratched the thing on her lap on what seemed to be its head, more of a habitual gesture than something she really thought of, and looked around. Brian was with her, Joshua and Nic were with Gail, doing - probably triage. Things of a medical nature. And they were in a city, filled with strangers, and so Cait looked up - really looked up, this time, because it was time to get herself the [expletive] together here. Telling herself this had never helped in the past and certainly didn't now, but she was going to do it anyway, out of sheer stubbornness. One breath, then another.


"Thank you." To him, to the creatures that had brought them here, to the city for its sanctuary, and to the tiny goddess, crying far away, because even in her loneliness she had found the strength to let go.


"Where are we?"
 
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The Locusts would slide down the bone tunnels, some aware of the movements, some not, along the backs of denizens. The sliding motion was only for a minute or two, but a minute or two of near constant falling was a considerable distance down. But the sliding did end and, finally, the group arrived. The tunnels converged and ended in a space that, like the surface, initially appeared to be another layer of impenetrable darkness.


Then, as if knowing not all gathered could see, one of the denizens brushed their claws along a layer of bone and flesh on the wall, and the city came to life. Pulsing bioluminescence lit up a city so vast that the eyes could not see it all, even with light. Bone structures, grown and not constructed, formed square and rectangular buildings in a lattice stretching as far as could be humanly observed. So far down did the city grow that the shape of small clouds could be seen instead of a bottom. Everywhere that could be seen, things were moving to a curious rhythm, a living city in every sense of the phrase.


It was flesh, yes, and it was bone, but it was not some slimy, grotesque creature found in an H. R. Giger novel. This was a megastructure city grown and constructed with the people who would live in it in mind, the materials taking on a shape so foreign and alien that it barely resembled living material. The creatures ushered Gail and those ready to attend her into a hole in a structure that appeared similar to a skyscraper formed into the wall of the cavernous city.


Inside, bioluminescent blood pumped gently through clear tubing strung along the walls and ceiling. It was clear these 'lights' were not a permanent fixture in the home, seemingly spliced together from lights outside and running into the hole in the wall. Most of the 'furniture' appeared crafted out of bones, soft furs, and leather. The room the denizens offered for Gail was a large, rounded space with multiple soft, feather-filled beds of fur. The room offered to the others, should they desire to come inside, was a spacious dome roughly fifteen feet at its highest with large stools set out for sitting.


Most of the denizens who brought the Locusts left without a word, but two stayed. In the light, their forms could be seen a little clearer. Their bodies were covered in thick forest green fur, and their faces were flat in a way not dissimilar to British shorthair cats. Their eyes were spaced far enough apart that they turned their heads from side to side to look at the Locusts, as a horse or a gecko might. As the two sat down and pulled their feet up, the knife-like protrusions in the pads of their shovel feet retracted.


They watched Cait and Brian, particularly Cait, with great interest as Brian calmed Cait down. In hushed tones, quiet so that they might not disturb or overwhelm the others, they spoke to each other. It was a flowing sound that they emitted and, instead of their throats, it came from deep within their chests. Like gravel being sifted and dug through with bare hands, they communicated with one another. If the Locust's universal translators still worked, they would hear,



"Oh, the poor dear-"

"Not like those-who-are-different the priests described. Cruel unfeeling monsters, this poor thing is not."

"She is not. Not like the descriptions at all."

"She feels as we do. The ache of the-little-she and the loss-"

"It hurts."

"It hurts."

"How might we comfort her, comfort ourselves and those-who-sit-among-us?"

"Time, he-who-is-dearest-to-me, time and distraction, it is the only comfort. Let the wisdom of she-who-is-Eldest guide us."

"There is naught we can do."

"There is naught we can do, I will set in motion my steps. The red-of-the-Sphere?"

"No, not the red, it is too much in these times. Bring the meat-of-an-animal and tea-steeped-in-peace."


The translations would be rough, there were words to which no equivalent yet existed, but those who listened would understand. One of the denizens stood up and moved over toward a wall. Brushing its hands along a groove in the bone, a perfectly fitted bone door would retract in front of them. So intricately and precisely had it been carved that its existence as a door was impossible to notice when closed. There were many other grooves in the walls of this place, suffice to say there may also be more doors.


While one was gone, the other waited until Cait had regained her composure to attempt to speak in English and answer her question, "Your steps guide you from where you -were- to where you -are.- A residence of mine. Deep under her-that-is-sphere-" Another word the translation picked, "-surface, the Sphere protects us. Call me Shirkuh, and she-who-is-dearest-to-me is called Aesmat. Please, eat with me so that my life may be protected as I protect yours."


Then, quietly, Shirkuh adds, "Your companion, she is wounded. Our ways might help- if you desire."
 
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Okay.


So, that had been a lot.


Cait managed to steady herself. She could still feel the hurt, and a little shake of her head declined Brian's instruction to block it out. He wanted to help, and she knew that, but it wasn't just about her. She was still a field agent, and they were still on the field. That meant they needed information, and in this place, they needed at least one person who could feel-as-the-others-did.


Cool, so she was thinking in hyphens now. That was probably fine. Cait looked around, just taking things in for a moment, listening to the conversation of the two people who had stayed - not the translated words, but the conversation, the pattern of it, the way it sounded when it wasn't translated. She could put it together with the feelings behind it, couldn't she? Sure, why not - she was making this up as she went along. Since making it up as she went along was standard Cait behavior, she was back on familiar ground.


"Ah. I'm sorry. I'm not being a very good guest." This was true, and also it was often really important to establish that you were, in fact, a guest. Usually there were rules for guests, which were not the same rules as the rules for, say, something you were going to throw into a mystic cauldron and use to summon a starborn nightmare. Just as an example. "Shirkuh. Aesmat. I am pleased to be meeting you." She'd picked the names up from listening, the way they said them, the way they... felt? There was a feeling behind them that she tried to reflect a little. The language, she thought, was not only verbal.


But maybe she was making that up; it wouldn't be the first time. "Thank you for your aid, and for your offer, though I believe Duet would respectfully decline. Or, at least, decline." The respectful bit might or might not be the case, depending on how Agent Weber was feeling about things at the moment. Still, she wouldn't have wanted healing help, less because she didn't trust it and more because it created a debt. Agent Weber had a lot to say about debts. Also, she'd probably be fine. Dr. Seimar sort of thought that whatever didn't kill her, she'd probably get over eventually. Also, if she was going to be passed out for a while that was maybe ideal, because the whole so about that dead Goddess thing could wait, and Cait was all for procrastinating on that one.


"Um. So, I have to ask. If like... we feel her feels, does that go both ways? Like, she picks up emotions from others, yeah?" Because if that was what was going on with Ira, then the best way to help her was to inject a little positivity, right? And there was a lot here to be positive about. The place was neat. All the walls and the tubes and the things-going-through-tubes and the bones and-


Okay, Cait could go on for a while about all this. She was going to have to find an architect to pester at some point. She'd add it to the list of things to do in the Dark Dimension, which was a very long list that was worrying to a very long list of people.


Mostly people who weren't any fun.


She stood up, carefully, cradling her arms around the-


A pause.


"Brian. What is this?"


"Huh? Oh. No idea. Just a little guy. There were a bunch of them in the building. I thought you might want to - um, see one." What he'd actually thought, Cait knew, was that she'd want to keep it, but he was apparently not saying that in front of the people here. Being cautious, as usual. Well, one of them had to be, and it wasn't going to be her.


"Just a little guy." Cait turned it over, and rubbed its belly, because why not? It was soft and fuzzy. "Oh my chaotic neutrality, it's just a little guy. Look at all those little legs! You got a bunch of 'em, little guy! Where you gonna go with all those legs?"


"Ah, Dr. Seimar thinks it's going to get large. Very large."


"You're gonna go all over the place. Yeah! We'll go to all the dimensions..."


Brian's sigh brought her out of little-guy-land. Cait looked back to their hosts, and asked the question she really wanted to ask:


"Will she be okay?"
 
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The one called Skirkuh watched Cait with increasing fascination as she spoke. It was more than the words that caught his focus, it was the reflection of emotions carried along the air like scents. These were things that, to denizens, were as innate as the first words spoken by babes. As such, Skirkuh was keenly aware that these things were not being exhibited by all members of those gathered. The wounded one had particularly served to cement this knowledge, as her pain was not projected to those around her.


But Cait, or 'she-who-feels' as Shirkuh had come to think of her, was just like him. She was just like all of the denizens. Her emotions rode the winds and carried intentions along with words, splashing like the gentle waves of the oceans. It was all this information, and the processing of it, that distracted Shirkuh until Aesmat returned from the adjoining room with a large bone tray.

The edge of the tray was carved with little figures, like a scene played out across the outside of an ancient pot, and the top was adorned with various shaped and colored meats. The meat was cooked, but its smell was unlike anything that existed on Earth. Not good, not bad, just different. In the middle of the tray, encircled by the warm meats, were many little cups of bone. The bone of the cups seemed distinctly different than that of the tray, or the wall or table for that matter. It was all just different enough that a sharp eye would be able to tell.


Aesmat, setting the tray down, seemed to snap Shirkuh out of his trance by speaking to him in their deep graveling tones, "He-who-is-dearest-to-me, she-who-feels holds a millennial-feeler-hunter. A child of the-little-she, perhaps she is favored?"


Shirkuh nodded absentmindedly, reaching over the tray and picking up a small cup as Aesmat took her seat. The last question Cait asked him threw him into a deep look. A sadness would creep out from Skirkuh, punctuating his words as he spoke in English, "Ah, that, that is difficult question. A new thing we enter with- well- it is, your language-"


Aesmat gently set a hand on Shirkuh's shoulder, steadying him, and the denizen began to speak in his own words once more. Cait had understood him before, she would understand him again, "The-little-she will not be ok." It was said with the implicit emotional understanding of 'ok' as a comfortability of sameness, an emotional acceptance, and inner peace. These things she would not be. "The precious-little-she, greatest of the Tetrarchy, has power unchecked. While capable of feeling connection as we do, attempting to influence her emotions if she does not desire it-? Well, your steps would find more success in attempting to hold the whole of the Sphere in a teacup."


Shirkuh sighed and, supporting her dearest, Aesmat continued for him, "Our world is built upon laws, establishments written in the pillars of reality. The-little-she created a new law today. It has been felt and annotated, our Arch-Pope will likely establish a new Era for this. The law feels as follows, 'I declare death before me, I shall suffer no more the Tetrarchy. Released is the cuttlefish, dead is the Goddess, and retreated is Beastia. I rule alone. Long live the Dictatura.'"


At that, Aesmat stopped speaking. Her words had been punctuated by the intense pain felt earlier, even though it was merely a reflection. It was clear, at least among these two denizens, that the very foundations of their existences had been shaken. Things were changing and not for the better.

 
Cait was rarely quiet. Brian was used to it, at this point, but it tended to throw people. It had certainly thrown him, at first. L-6 did things silently. Most of the time L-6 did something, no one ever knew it had been done at all, unless they read the reports - which were also filed quietly, correctly, and promptly.


That wasn't her way, though. She'd always worn her heart on her sleeve. She didn't hide her emotions, because she wasn't ashamed of them. It hadn't taken him long to decide he liked that about her. Maybe it made her too obvious, but the thing about Cait was that she could be completely obvious and still surprise people.


Half the time that was because people didn't think she was capable of whatever it was she was about to do, but she'd been proving people wrong about that for way longer than he'd known her. By now, he knew her very well, well enough to recognize that her baby-talking at the little many legged creature was a meditative focus, in the same way that she'd often hum something from a video game or talk to herself in languages that didn't exist.


Magic didn't work here, she'd said, but he knew she was preparing herself anyway, just in case something slipped and that changed. Meditating on the nature of Little Guys, or - more accurately - on the nature of this world and the things within it, gravitating her understanding in that direction. Feeling it out. And if magic didn't go up again...


....Well, Cait would probably just enchant everyone here the old fashioned way. She was already doing it to their hosts, wasn't she?


They were talking quite a bit, information that could have been guarded, but was given more or less freely. Even if she looked distracted, Brian could tell she was listening just as much as he was, analyzing just as much as he was. He didn't miss the little shift of her eyes at the words if she does not desire it - because Cait would interpret that as:


"Okay, but like, what if she does desire it? Because I don't think she always knows how to ask for what she wants." That might or might not have been the case. Brian had watched the L-14 tapes just like the rest of them, and the Godbait had been pretty clear with the whole hairbrush situation - but also, that was a you're here, do this situation, and maybe it was harder if she was far away.


Also, she wasn't herself any more, apparently. And Cait was having a lot of feelings about that. He could tell by the way her fingers hitched in the fur of the little - what was it called? Millennial-feeler-hunter? Sure. She resumed her petting after only a moment, but there had been a pause, and he knew what it meant.


Because they all knew what it meant - it was only a matter of time before Cait got herself hitched to some deity or another. Strings had done it, and if anyone was going to follow in his footsteps, well, Cait was halfway there already, trailing along like a little duckling when she wasn't running off to explore on her own. It wasn't a whether, it was a which-and-when. Pepper-Hades had been a contender, he knew, if they ever figured out their Incarnation, and there had been some negotiation between Cait and one of the Aztec pantheons, though the human sacrifice component had been a little bit of a sticking point. Not necessarily a dealbreaker, but definitely something that required further negotiation.


And there had been Ira.


But it had been Ira. Not the Goddess, not the Tetrarchy. The-little-she, as they said, but the little she was no more.


He nudged her towards the table and the bone settee, because distraction was the best cure for depression according to Cait, and maybe she could lose it in the intricacies of little things made of bones. And if not, well, eating something would probably be good for her. Magic took a lot of energy, and that had to come from somewhere. Sometimes that was outside sources, but other times it came from within, which was why there were days when Cait still ate like a teenager.


There didn't seem to be utensils, which was fine - she picked up a bit of meat of some kind, hopefully nonsentient, and offered the tidbit to the tiny hunter in her arms. A test, sure, to see if it was going to refuse whatever it was, which would be a bad sign. Also, she probably just saw it as feeding the little guy, who probably also needed the energy, especially if he was going to get a lot bigger.


Brian reached for one of the teacups, hoping whatever was in it wasn't too unpalatable. This wasn't necessarily anything to do with the Dark Dimension; he'd had plenty of concoctions in normal non-ACF Earth that had tasted like weeds. He did wonder what it was brewed with - this didn't exactly seem to be a plant-focused dimension.


"Meat eating orchids, probably," Cait answered the unspoken question, prompting Brian to make himself refrain from giving her a weird look while his brain caught up with Cait-vibes.


Oh. It was a line from that Nirvana song. She'd made him listen to it a few times. "Gross." It was spoken with amusement, maybe even endearment. Hell, maybe she was right. He took a drink anyway, because it could not possibly be any worse than Cait's coffee. Brian held the cup out to her in a teasing sort of way, since her hands were full of millennial-feeler-hunter and possibly-formerly-sentient-meat-product anyway. "I don't know, Cait, think you could get the whole Sphere in there?"


In a teacup, they'd said. An impossibility. Just up her alley. "Of course I could. It'd just be an adjustment on my dimensional pocket spell. Hardly even a challenge. Just have to turn the magic back on."


That was more like her, or at least, more like the her that was usually cheerful and not full of melancholy and the infinite sadness. Except that was Smashing Pumpkins and not Nirvana, wasn't it? So maybe that didn't make sense here.


And now they had him thinking in music, and he was supposed to be the sensible one. He didn't even like Nirvana. Or Smashing Pumpkins, for that matter. "Well. We'll have it fixed up by tomorrow, then."


"I'm going to miss her." Quietly. Mourning, perhaps, even if Cait said it with a little smile. "She was becoming."
 
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The denizens were silent at Cait's question, but their emotions spoke for them. Feelings of fear, apprehension, and heresy dominated the pair. To presume that the most powerful being in all their existence, someone who could eliminate all of time at whim, didn't know what she wanted- it was unthinkable.


But the Locusts did not know of the customs of this place nor the million unspoken rules that the peoples of a place simply knew from experiences lived. Cultures traveling just from one end of the earth to the other would shock most people, and this was between dimensions. Of course, the Locusts were trained for such shocks and changes, it was certainly a primary factor for how focused and calm they all were now. The mere motions of eating and drinking things entirely foreign even as concepts was enough proof of their training.


The meat on the table would most resemble the taste of chicken, and, perhaps unsurprisingly, the little beast in Cait's arms snapped it up eagerly. The tea, however, did more than offer a taste. It was a spiced blend tasting of a mixture of cinnamon and kindness. Kindness was certainly a strange flavor, but it would be understood as a taste no matter the drinker's origin dimension. It was a taste of a stranger opening a door for someone, of money handed to those in need, and of food shared solely out of good intentions. The origin plant also resembled a meat-eating orchid.


Then Brian and Cait began speaking of things the denizens did not understand. Shirkuh's understanding of the English language was spotty enough at best, and talk of magic and spells lost him. But he knew her intentions behind her words, more desire to assist the little she. Shirkuh opened his mouth to speak when a rapping noise on the outside of their home interrupted him. Standing, he made his way back to the entrance and peeked his head out.


Suddenly, a sound unlike the roaring noise of flaming engines filled the room. Any who peered out past Shirkuh would see a large platform descend, lifted by a half dozen flaming jets of black flame. The fire was only barely visible from an outer edge of hot white, its heat unfelt as it was directed below it and not around it. Standing atop the platform and nearly too big for it was an enormous spider-like creature. Ten legs, all skin, no hair, with black eyes encircling its round primary body.


Instead of speaking, it tapped one leg on the platform. Dozens of far smaller, dog-sized spiders crawled off its back and toward Shirkuh. They held only eight legs themselves, but a pair of little arms protruded from their underbelly. These little beasts possessed no eyes, but they spoke in a chorus to Shirkuh. It was a sing-song sound of bird-like chirps and poetic rhythm, and it felt like,


"Shirkuh Shirkuh, your steps guide you to misery. Shirkuh Shirkuh, release them unto us. Shirkuh Shirkuh, this needn't become unseemly. We have no animosity between us, Shirkuh Shirkuh."

"They have eaten of the meat-of-an-animal and drank tea-steeped-in-peace, shall you sully the laws of She-the-Eldest in this time of great suffering?"


The little things recoiled at Shirkuh's words, physically afraid of what he was saying just as much as if he brandished a weapon in their direction. The great spider, however, shook with a motion and sound not unlike laughter. It tapped two of its legs and the little things began to slowly retreat back toward it. As they fell back, they spoke, but their words were not directed at Shirkuh. Their words, spoken in English with the strange intonations of a parrot, were directed at the Locusts.


"Godkillers Godkillers, we know what you did. Godkillers Godkillers, you may hold the pity of followers of She-the-Eldest. Godkillers Godkillers, but you possess the hatred of we who worship the Goddess. Watch your steps, Godkillers Godkillers."


Without another word, the platform fell with shocking speed. Shirkuh sighed deeply, his arms and legs shaking, and remained still in the doorway for a moment. Aesmat, shaking as well, spoke to Cait in the gravely language of the denizens, "F-forgiveness is not a virtue of th-the Goddess, but we are n-not followers of the Goddess. However, we are a minority. We can't protect you here forever-" Shirkuh snapped from the doorway, "We will protect them as long as they need!"


Perhaps the snap would have been painful on earth, but here it carried with it clear emotions of Shirkuh's intentions. He was terrified, not just for himself, but for Aesmat and the Locusts. Something in the way he moved and felt told a story that, even with the knowledge the Locusts had killed the Goddess, he questioned whether they could survive being hunted by other denizens.
 

We must awaken.


Ugh.



Gail didn't want to 'awaken.' She wanted to stay passed out for a week or two, because maybe if she waited that long the hangover would be done with. Also, there was pain. She liked pain as much as any of them, but vastly preferred being the one doing it to other people.


The demon had a vested interest in self preservation, though, and since she was also it/self, that meant it wanted to keep her alive, and whatever was coming needed them to be conscious for it, since it couldn't pilot around her unconscious body like a sack of bricks. That was specifically forbidden by the contract, because she'd heard enough stories about people committing atrocities in their sleep that she didn't want to become the next cautionary tale. It couldn't act without her conscious consent, and that meant if it was time for action, she needed to wake the [expletive] up and go do things.


"-really shouldn't be - ah, you're up."


That would be Joshua, presumably telling her not to be doing exactly what she was doing. Gail pushed herself to a sitting position, regretting every minute of it. Everything hurt. Not just the bits where the Goddess had hit her, everything. That was the way the demon worked - it pushed her to what her body could do, theoretically, without all the ridiculous limiters that humans put on themselves unconsciously. Those limiters were usually there for very good reason - you weren't supposed to move that fast, hit that hard, lift that much. Muscles tore, tendons snapped, sometimes bones. In an evolutionary sense, that could be fatal.


In an ACF sense, there were a whole lot of other things that were more likely to be more immediately fatal, so limiters-off was usually a good bet. The pact fixed her up, eventually. They had a setup at L-9 to get things going faster, but this was decidedly not L-9. This was-


"Where are we?" She blinked, then shook her head, which also hurt. "No, tell me later. Incoming." Nic was there, getting a hand under her elbow and helping her do something that superficially resembled standing. Joshua was giving her an extremely disapproving look, the one that said that he was wondering why he was even the team's medical officer if she was going to go against medical advice anyway, but was too polite to say it out loud.


It was a very familiar look. None of them asked about the incoming. If she knew, she knew. Gail didn't ask about it either, although it would be something to analyze later, but for now she just knew they were coming and she needed to go deal with it.


Fortunately, it wasn't very far - and she had Nic to lean on, and he was used to supporting her when she was like this - usually not quite this bad, admittedly. She knew where to go by direction, the hallways opening into a more common area, which had Cait and Brian and two things that her instinct pinged as not currently a threat and one other thing that her instinct pinged as yes, that one there and a bunch of little spider bugling things on the floor.


The little spider buglings talked. Delightful. Gail gave them the sort of disdainful stare usually reserved for people who put their dog waste in other people's recycling bins because it was convenient. Her sharpness blunted itself a bit as she shifted her attention to the other two, the not-a-threat two, one of whom was currently attempting to proclaim a defense. Cute.


"I will protect them." It was her [expletive]ing job, wasn't it? They were her people, and she was going to do what needed to be done here. There was something refreshing in the offer, certainly, but at the same time, they didn't want to be in debt if they could avoid it. Gail turned her attention back to yes-that-one, the largest of the buggers standing in the doorway, her eyes cutting.


"Your Goddess and I have an arrangement." It was a cold pronunciation, both a warning and a threat. 'When next our steps meet...' "And if you want that to come to pass, you're going to help us - or at the very least, you're going to shove off and not get in the way."
 
Gail spoke as Shirkuh turned around and sat back down at the table. Then, as she finished, both Shirkuh and Aesmat shared a look with each other. It was a conversation told in a few simple emotional notes and a lifetime of love that culminated in the two of them possessing the ability to read each other with ease. Shirkuh was hurt, of course, but more than that, he pitied Gail.


Aesmat was not so kind, her fear had turned to rage and, after looking at Shirkuh, spoke up in the best English she could muster. "Then leave, now. If you body, broken and shattered, can shatter again, go forth! I will not sacrifice my soul to ungrateful strangers!" She stood as she spoke, the anger in her voice mixing with a deeper pain. An emotional question that Cait would pick up easily, had they not sacrificed already to save their lives? Had they not nearly died trying to rescue those who committed unforgivable sins? This was the response?


A new feeling would flood the room at that moment. Overwhelmingly powerful, even those actively shutting out connections would need to redouble their efforts against this. It was raw power, a little bit of sadness, and extreme joy, as a figure stepped through the front door.


"Come now, Miss Duet! Let's not be unkind to the poor denizens, you killed one of their gods after all!"


The form of Doctor Felix Jophann, still dressed in a foundation lab coat despite the strange leathers beneath it, grinned mischievously and gripped the sides of his coat like handles. His hair was wild and his eyes were as black as night, but it was still the same man Cait had resurrected less than forty-eight hours ago. Stepping inside, his face became a little clearer in the bioluminescent lights. Tearstains covered his cheeks, and occasionally another would roll unbidden down his smiling demeanor.


"And Shirkuh, Aesmat, worry not! This woman killed the Goddess! Surely she can handle herself- just look at her! Tip top shape, never been better! Right Gail?" Laughing as the two denizens recoiled from him, Felix waved his hand in the air and added, "Oh I do know who you all are, had a little read of the Foundation files before the-little-she went nuclear. Poor thing, but what else can you do when your foundation gets ripped out from under you? I mean, let's not downplay anything here-" He looked right at Gail, "None of this would've happened without you."


Then, looking at Cait and the others, Felix changed the subject. "But let's not dwell on the past, I'm here for a reason! Our gracious Dictactura has offered an accord to you all! She knows she didn't send you back when she should have, and that weighs on her. So, to rectify the mistake, you're all getting a free pass! I have been given authority to send you all back to the Foundation, no harm no foul for the whole 'godkilling' thing! In exchange-"


Felix paused, his emotional state panging with a tinge of sadness as a few more tears rolled down his face. His voice never broke, however, as his happy-go-lucky tone kept him speaking, "In exchange, you will never, under any circumstances, attempt to come here again. Your world and this one will be separated forever, no more interactions! Not from anyone here going there, and not from your side coming here. Simple-" And Felix choked on a little sob, still smiling.


"Perfect containment."
 

"No."


Aesmat and Shirkuh were not the only ones who had conversations without speaking.


No? was Brian, worried about her.


No?? was Nic, incredulous, because when an ideal solution presented itself, why would you say no?


No- was Joshua, objecting, because this was really not the best option given the current state of the team.


Noooooo was the little guy, because she'd stopped giving him meat-of-an-animal, for a moment. Not that it was really a verbal thing, but Cait got the general idea.


Plip... plip... hisss would be the demon, little purplish wormy things breaking off from the open wounds, landing on the floor and dissolving, eating through the substrate before they were gone.


Yes. And that was Gail, and that was how Cait knew this was going to be one of those Things, because any time she and Gail were on the same side, it was always a Thing.


Breathe. That was Cait herself, and maybe a little bit a remnant of Ira.


"Yeah. Nope! Sorry. But no. We don't leave our friends behind forever. And we don't close ourselves off from our problems and think that's going to make them get any better." They didn't get better, not like that.


Breathe. "Aesmat. She doesn't mean it like that. She would protect us because she would protect you. You are not... um... what-she-has-made-herself-to-be." Oddly, English wasn't the right language for that, was it? It didn't really differentiate between the states of oneself well enough. Aesmat wasn't a violent murderhobo, really, was what it came down to. It took a certain kind of Self to be that, and most people... well, it didn't go well. So Gail did it, for all of them, because sometimes you needed that sort of thing, and she'd rather take it on herself than let the rest of them go around killing gods. Or friends.


"Oooh, you gonna just let her Eldritchsplain you to the denizens?" Nic wasn't all that loud, but he wasn't all that quiet either, Cait rolled her eyes. Gail just smirked, which let Nic in on the scary fact that she was supporting this insanity, which earned an "Ohh. Ooooh, boy."


Breathe.


"Felix. I'm happy to see you again. I wish things were different. I wish-" I wish she were different, I wish she were still the little Godbait. I wish I could still sit with her and braid her hair and get glitter all over her dark dimension because that stuff really does get everywhere, and I wish I wish I wish she didn't have to grow up-


Breathe.


I wish I could breathe.


It still hurt, didn't it? "-I wish to see her again. When she's ready."
 
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