RP Home Is - A Foreign Land



Freyja’s outburst earns her little more than a dispassionate stare, the smile dropping from their lips in an instant. Their eyes start to brighten behind their shades, but a blink and a sideways glance halts that process, their next unhurried drag accompanied by a slight dimming as their eyes cycle through shades of red.

They watch as she springs into motion, all of her frantic with worry and desperate hope, and make no move to follow. A sort of calm has settled over them. It feels like clarity. It feels like the precursor to one hell of a storm.

The sun has only just risen, but the sky is already darkening, the clouds rolling in black and heavy with rain. The Hound doesn’t spare more than a passing glance for the sky - their thoughts are occupied elsewhere, the rest of them on autopilot while the gears in their mind turn.

The conclusion is inevitable. It clicks into place, and they know, instantly, exactly what they are going to do. The line between the present moment and their goal illuminates, stretching into existence as a perfect, unbroken beacon, painted neon-red against the gray of their thoughts.

But first, they finish their cigarette. While it burns, they tug at the fingers of their glove, loosening it enough that they can slide it carefully off their metal hand without it catching. Then, folding the glove over itself, they tuck it in the pocket of their coat.

The cigarette fizzles at the filter. They take it from their mouth and flick the spent remains carelessly over the side of the cliff, pausing a moment to watch it fall. Hardly half a second passes before Freyja is there in its place, still worried, still afraid, but with her demeanor turned loud and demanding, as though her volume can mask her fear.

They turn to her, finally abandoning their casual sprawl and rolling into a crouch, then to their feet, taking two short steps to close the distance between them even as they shrug out of their coat. The wind is cold, but they are colder, and it will only get in their way.

“No,” they say simply. Fluidly, they lower into a crouch once more, bringing them eye-to-eye with her. Then, with short, uncomplicated movements, they take the arm of their shades between two fingers and slide them off their face, flicking their wrist to fold the other arm in before tucking the folded-up glasses within the leather bundle in their arms. “I’m not going with you, Freyja.”

They say it firmly, but not unkindly, meeting her eyes with unflinching calm. “But– you do need to go. If you stay, they will kill you. I will kill you. Do you understand?”

There is a stilted sort of gentleness to them as The Hound shakes their jacket out and settles it around her shoulders, over her wings, fingers feather-light as they smooth it down. The first scattered droplets start to fall, staining the dark leather and running warm across their knuckles when they brush her cheek. They say nothing of it, only shifting their hand to frame her jaw, calluses rubbing rough over smooth skin. “Don’t do that to me, angel. Get out of here while you still can.”

(It is a lie, but a kind one. She doesn’t need to know that they’ll forget. She doesn’t need to know that it will mean nothing to them, tomorrow. That it means nothing to them, now. That this is kinder than they are capable of being. It does not matter, so long as she believes it.)

 


The single word that came from Kerry’s lips was a hammer, falling down onto the last remaining nail in her coffin and driving it home. She was dimly aware of their exposed metal hand gleaming dully in the sunlight even as Kerry flicked off their shades. The deep crimson of their eyes seemed to burn into her, and if Freyja didn’t know better she would’ve sworn there was sadness lurking within those red irises.

She didn’t look away, ready to bite back with a response as they informed her of their abandonment. The words were on her lips, ‘Then I’m staying too’, but they died as Kerry pushed forward, the firmness in their voice putting a wall between themself and any objection she might attempt to voice.

Arguing should have been easy, but it wasn’t, not when they made too much sense. Freyja wanted to fight back, to say that she knew they wouldn’t kill her, Veljara growling at the insinuation they could kill her, but they both knew the truth.

Both of them remembered the blank look in their cherry-red eyes, the grip of that metal hand against her windpipe, the feeling of power within those fingers, fingers that could have snapped her neck in an instant, that were only there in the first place due to another’s shouted German, not their own inclination.

Freyja understood. Kerry wasn’t warning that they would kill her if she stayed. They were telling her that they would be ordered to. To them, at least, the risk wasn’t worth it.

Her vision blurred as a warm leather jacket fluttered around her shoulders, the now-familiar scent of smoke and whiskey, mixed with something sharp and sweet, blanketing her. Her hands unconsciously went to the jacket, wrapping it tighter around herself, as if she could bring Kerry with her if their jacket was close enough.

Then their hand ran along her face and the tears began to spill out, droplets of rain that hinted at the storm to come. One hand left the jacket to rest on their cheek, eyes darting across every inch of their face, trying to memorize it. Freyja didn’t know how long it would be until she would see them again.

The pet name fell from their lips and Freyja replaced it with her own, pouring as much desperation and frustration and sadness as she could into that one quick kiss. Their lips were rough and ragged, and the ghost of them remained even as she pulled back, not wanting to feel the rejection of Kerry pushing her away.

“I’ll find you again.” She promised. It was only through Heraclean effort that she managed to take a step back, growing the distance between them. “I will, Kerry. You can’t get rid of me that easily.”

Freyja gave them her best attempt at a watery smirk, although it probably looked as hollow as she felt. Another step, the ravine yawning between them, and Freyja returned to her truck. She tried not to think about the finality of the door slam, how it felt like the end of something. And she tried to ignore the growling beast within that dubbed her
‘coward’
as she drove away, as she abandoned Kerry to their fight. She tried to convince herself that it was fine, that they would meet up with her later and this was just an overdramatic
‘See you later’
on their part.

Freyja was a terrible liar. And they both knew that.

 
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