Freyja tried to keep her eyes on the road, but there was just something about Kerry’s gaze that drew her in, the silent hum of their cyclic crimson irises dragging her vision sideways, the yawning darkness of their pupils and sclera a black hole that she could not escape from. It wasn’t until she felt the electric touch of fingertips brushing against her skin that Freyja was jolted out of that gaze, eyes jumping back to the road in time for her to subtly adjust the wheel, bringing the wheels back over the dividing line.
Her mouth had gone dry. They hadn’t denied it, being the Hellhound. They’d even used the German name, meaning at least they could say it without issue. Freyja realized the fingers were lingering, pressed firmly against her neck, the pulse of her blood carrying adrenaline and cortisol from her heart slipping under their fingertips before continuing throughout her body.
There was something jagged in their voice, pointed, something that turned the fingers at her neck to a knife’s tip pressed against her throat. Describing how the Hellhound didn’t care for anyone, for anything, only cared for themself, Freyja wondered once more whether they were about to kill her. She idly wondered if Veljara could surface before they snapped her neck, and already she felt her fingertips growing cold, delicate layers of frost beginning to crawl over the steering wheel.
Freyja was so focused on summoning Veljara from the depths but still keeping her under wraps that she didn’t hear Kerry’s last words until they were already falling to the floor along with their discarded cigarette.
They won't protect you. But I’ll do my best.
She glanced over at them and felt her heart crawl into her throat. Kerry looked as though they could be sleeping, save for the fact that their eyes were still open, those crimson irises now cold and lifeless. The ice melted, but Freyja felt the cold continue to grow in her, her fingertips beginning to turn black as she and the valkyrie’s wills overlapped and merged.
Steering the car to the side of the road with perhaps a bit less care than was deserved, Freyja pulled the parking brake even as her truck groaned in protest of the abuse, leaning over to place her fingertips against Kerry’s neck; an echo of their earlier gesture, although significantly lacking in malevolence.
A slow thrum of crimson beat a steady rhythm beneath her touch, and Freyja felt the cold, which had crept up to her arms, begin to slowly recede. Just to be sure, she held her hand in front of their mouth, waiting with bated breath until she felt the shallow flow of air.
Okay, they weren’t dead. Perhaps her initial reaction had been correct, and they were just sleeping. But with their eyes open?
And dark? Freyja thought back to her earlier theories about Kerry’s mechanical components. Had they run out of power? Did they need to be...plugged in? She'd run her hands over as much available surface area as possible, and apart from a few...ahem,
typical spots she could think of, there seemed to be no obvious area for plugging in a power connection. She could investigate, but the idea of Kerry coming to consciousness while Freyja was strip-searching them was enough to put the fear of just about every god into her.
Freyja grabbed her jacket, shaking off anything that may have fallen on it before spreading it out over her passenger. The large panels of cloth let it rest comfortably over them, and as long as Kerry didn’t grow any surprise wings, nothing would slip into the pocket dimension she’d managed to set up.
And so she drove. The radio, busted as ever, only spat static at her each time she attempted to coerce it into working, so she drove in silence. Her mind’s whirrings were her only company, playing and replaying the scene she’d just lived through. Freyja kept finding herself coming back to two key things they’d said. They’d called her babygirl.
Babygirl. A nickname that should not fluster here nearly as much as it did, and one that had her usual passenger growling in disgust.
The second one was perhaps the most important. At least to her.
That mangy mutt doesn’t love anyone or anything.
It was strange. Freyja had never mentioned anything about loving the Hellhound, or Kerry for that matter. As far as she was aware anything north of ‘tolerate’ hadn’t even entered the conversation. And yet ‘love’ was the word they’d used. Not ‘like’. Not ‘care about’. Not ‘give a shit’.
The Hound doth protest too much, shethinks.
Eventually, the silence of her own thoughts grew to be damn near maddening. Freyja started to hum to fill the silence. What started as idle tunes and rambling melodies turned toward the familiar, towards songs from her childhood and beyond. After that, it was only a matter of time before words were added, Freyja’s voice low and soft, slipping between languages as one song’s conclusion merely fueled another’s beginning.
The curtains of rain finally parted, and the sun crept back below the horizon. Kerry slept fitfully in the passenger’s seat, and Freyja drove them both towards gods-knew-what. And even though she knew that they had done nothing to earn her loyalty, and in fact had done several things to earn her distrust instead, Freyja somehow knew that she would keep driving as long as she had to, until the cabin was bathed in a soft crimson glow and lit up by a crooked grin once more.
Until then, all she had was the road and her own muttered singing. It would have to be enough.