RP Out of Mind

Stitches

Resident Firebird
Staff member

The Slate meeting was supposed to take place inside the event center’s main room. Walking through the building gave Harley a lot of time to think. He had just been recently assigned to Columbus, to Ashling, and the stress was building already. The woman was smart, smarter than Obsidian had given her credit for. He was going to have to play his cards right if he was going to keep up with her. At least he wasn’t lying to her about anything she would have reason to question him about. At least, not yet.

Harley couldn’t deny that the beginnings of guilt had started deep inside him. It didn’t take much to get him feeling guilty, though. Not really. He had a lot to feel guilty about, and this was just one more thing on the teetering tower of self-loathing. He smiled mirthlessly as he walked, looking down at the floor. A few people walked past him on his way down the hall, but by the time he arrived at the right door, the hall was all but clear. It gave him plenty of space to be alone with his thoughts.

He yanked on the handle of the door and stepped in– and immediately stopped. Bright fluorescent lights hit him, and he winced, pushing the sunglasses up higher. He could practically hear the whine of the lights. The door swung shut behind him before he could register what he was looking at.

He was in some kind of gymnasium. Like the kind at high schools, complete with lines on the floor to denote the basketball court. He looked around him with narrowed eyes and a furrowed brow. That was…. Not right. He turned around to walk back out, sure that he had taken a wrong turn, but the door behind him had changed into one of those push bar doors you’d see in schools, and it was locked. He jiggled it. It didn’t move.

He turned back toward the room, licking his lower lip in a quick motion. His head twitched to the side as he looked around the large room. In the very middle was a small circle of chairs. Four of them in total. Nearby were two fold-out tables. He could see some kind of sign on one, facing the circle. He slowly moved through the room, as though the floors might disintegrate at any time and send him plummeting to a well-deserved death. Instead, it stayed firm beneath his feet. Circling around the tables made the front of the sign visible, and he immediately sucked in a deep breath.

Sitting on the table was a plastic sign, painted with the words “Welcome to Group Therapy!”. Sitting in front of it were several pamphlets, all in different languages, most of which he had no idea how to read. One didn’t even look real. He picked up one of the two in English and began skimming it as he stepped away from the table.

It was full of “helpful” advice about discussing trauma with your family and friends, as well as instructions for how group therapy was supposed to go. It declared in a soft font on light blue laminated paper that they were to talk about their issues, find resolutions with the group, and then come back “weekly” for the best results.

He set the brochure down on a chair– one of the shitty all-plastic ones– and moved to the next table. There were three boxes of donuts, each proudly declaring they were from the Walmart Bakery. A box of powdered, a box of chocolate, and a box of sugared. There was a coffee pot, no machine in sight, full to the brim next to a small cylinder of what looked to be creamer. A small pot sat next to it with sugar. There was a kettle as well, and several boxes of shitty-looking tea. There were four water bottles next to it, and four mugs were lined up on the table, each a different color.

Harley turned and looked back around the gymnasium. There were doors at all four corners, and he knew his was already locked. It was safe to assume the others were locked as well. Was this some kind of fever dream? Maybe a hallucination? Was he being used as an example for a meta with illusionary powers? Everything seemed very real, and when he ran his fingers over things, they were the right texture and touch. Strange.

He moved back over to the chairs and picked the brochure back up, sitting down. He tapped the pamphlet on his thigh and sighed, running a hand through his messy curls, pushing them back from his face. Alright. Alright. This might as well happen. Surely something was going to happen that would show him what was going on. Surely.​
 
Row after row of humans growing in vats lined wall after wall of the dark tunnels. Their faces echoed with pain, their bodies twisted in agony, and their mutated fists bashed against the glass. They begged for their freedom. Begged for any release. They begged and-

No, this wasn't right. This wasn't how she remembered this. The tunnels were too tight. She had specifically ordered their size to be exactly four meters tall. The smell of formaldehyde was wrong. The smell wasn't strong enough, and it was mired with blood, rot, and honey. There was no smell of the chemical cleaners, no faint wafts of ozone...

Tamar touched her cheeks, her blackened fingertips coming back with a faint tinge of yellow. The remnants of the harsh chemicals of Cyarp, and her fingertips, so deeply stained from black honey, anchored her to reality. Reality- which this was not. Sighing, Tamar looked up at the cold, sterile lights of her old genetic laboratory, and sighed.

The nightmare again.

Many of her people did not dream, or, rather, chose to remove the ability to remember their dreams. Tamar's choice to not only remember the machinations of her mind in its unconscious state but to also move about it lucidly was not common, but it was not unheard of either. What was unheard of, what Tamar kept for herself, was that her mind chose to relive things it deemed traumatizing.

Tamar didn't 'feel' traumatized, but neither did she agree with the opinions of her contemporaries that distasteful memories should be removed and recorded coldly as nothing more than text in data-boxes. She walked these too-tight halls, smelled the twisted scents, and watched the faces of her suffering experiments with a gaze so expressionless she might as well have been observing a particularly boring spreadsheet.

Then, there was something she did not recognize in the dream. There was a door. There were many doors down in these cavernous tunnels but none like this, none so old as this. It had no lock on it, and its handle was of an incredibly primitive passage door lever design. A schilge, perhaps? These hadn't been used in thousands of years, found only on preserved ruins.

Tamar reached out and pushed down on the handle, opening the door and stepping through. From one nightmare to the next, the familiar darkness to a practically blinding fluorescent light. The floor, panels of wood overlaid with paint and a shining coating, squeaked underfoot as she closed the door behind her. Tamar straightened up- had she ducked to enter? The door looked to be a human standard 2040mm, and she certainly would've had to duck to enter standing at her below-average height of 2.4m.

Brushing back her short white hair, she surveyed the rest of the room with restrained interest. A large sign, adorned in an ancient script, hung loosely from a table toward the middle of the room. Upon the table were boxes- disposable trash- filled with cheap pastries, brochures in many scripts placed alongside them, and a glass pot of dark liquid smelling strongly of Forel beans. Ignoring the food, she picked up a brochure in a script she could read.

It was a therapy brochure. Written and designed like something out of a film of lost media, complete with the suggestion of returning 'weekly.' Tamar's eyes widened in astonishment, not at what she held but at the strange, absolutely nonsensical process by which her unconscious mind was attempting to process- something- some memory she did not believe she possessed. Suddenly, movement at the side of her vision brought her back to reality.

Reality- which this was. A man was standing there. A man was standing, moving, and, most importantly, existed with a face she did not recognize. Her mind would not create faces she had never seen before, it was a limitation Tamar programmed into herself to prevent a delve into insanity when her subconscious manifested uninterpretable dribble. She was suddenly very conscious of herself, dressed in only her shirt of black-steel and old, iron work pants. This was no way for an unknown to encounter one of her stature! And the smell-

Oh, Tamar smelled horrible. A combination of faint lavender, honey, and corpse-rot. Not at all the perfume to meet someone. Clearing her throat, she stepped toward the little plastic chairs and offered her hand, fingers twisted into a greeting of respect, and Tamar spoke. Her voice a song and her words were like the sweet sounds of a perfect morning. If nothing else, Tamar would make sure she sounded as angelic as she should have looked.

<"Deep shame I feel at this first meeting, that I may not present myself according to my honor. Call me Tamar. Is it known to you of our location and by what means we arrive here?">
 
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